This is a monolog that I had to write for my theatre class. I had a lot of positive comments so I decided to post it.
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Sometimes I feel like I become the sun, the hot sand, green seaweed anchored to a rock, swaying in the tide. But... There's always something holding me back from being me. I'm such a joke! The peace, the end of quest, the last harbor, the joy of belonging to a fulfillment beyond man's lousy, pitiful, greedy fear and hopes and dreams. I will NEVER accomplish that! The mistakes that I hide behind my smile are no longer invisable... Everyone knows what I have done.. I am no longer that sweet, outgoing, popular, straight A student. Now I'm the girl who got her.. Nudes leaked by her so called "loving boyfriend"... He destroyed me. He made me "Facebook famous". I can not escape from the glares and giggles nor can I escape from the disappointment and tears. But I don't even care anymore! I make mistakes, yeah, but if you truly cared or loved me you would have stayed by my side and YOU didn't! So who the hell are you to judge me!?!? I'm a free spirt not a caged animal like you. So if you don't enjoy what you see then.. GET OUT!!! I don't care what you beasts think about me anymore! Just like several other times on my life, when I was swimming far out, or lying alone on a beach I became friends with myself and that's all I will ever need.
