PREFACE
It’s not an ordinary life for the young girl Liz it’s unfortunately in her case reality but a cruel one. Hearing the word reality it doesn’t always end badly but neither good. No one ever would have guessed what went wrong or why she has to go through all of this, she finds the one her only soul mate but he doesn’t sound like he is staying or is he going to break through all the obstacles to fight for love or is it too late when the machine goes beep. Being in her last grade of high school going on to collage she didn’t picture this is how all will end ,never even when you are young she didn’t think life would be as hard as this, but when help comes along she is stubborn but also doing it for one reason only.. Asking later on in life is love ever good enough or when is good enough ever good enough. She has enemies but who doesn’t, everyone has stuff that never should be shared but comes out in a way you least expected. This life may sound familiar but it isn’t the way Liz has lived it and in the end when your last breath or last thing you will ever say to the one you have left is it ever going to break you or will it save you?
CHAPTER 1
Elizabeth’s pov.
Dear diary.
It’s the first time in m life I’m writing in a dairy, its new its also weird, a reminder to self…I only started because I have nothing else to do or even to talk to someone about my emotions. Its especially hard for me to write and not to be dancing with loud music in the background and just to be free… its correct I’m frustrated and I’m going back to school tomorrow and I don’t feel up to it maybe if I write down I don’t want to go I wont have to go and just lie in my bed and try not to think about something no,,,, nothing …..
I’m walking in the school feeling sick to my stomach…and all of a sudden I hear a voice ‘’hi my best freaky friend in the world, how was your vacation with your parents?’’ this is Jake my gay friend he doesn’t look gay, he looks like huge and muscled with dark brown hair with those forest green eyes and lips so soft and a voice that’s meltingly hot, but trust me the day I caught him taking photo’s of the captain of the football team and framing it ,he is gay ! “It was fine thanks ‘’ ‘’only fine, what does that mean? We are in our last year to graduate, what’s going on with you, you realize that you have changed so much; don’t you see that everyone is starring at you? ’Jake sounded very pissed off. ‘’Yes I can still see thank you Jake, I don’t care if they look as long as they don’t touch me ‘’. ‘’ no you don’t get it , you are a week late for school and you being the top person to study with amazing grades and important of all the head cheerleader with skirts and tank tops you came back in a hoody and so like evil and stuff’’’what happen over the vacation with you?’’ “Nothing! will you please just let it go you may be my best friend but you sure aren’t my father to keep bugging me over and over, by the way I have to get to class and I just need to catch on with everything, and I can have a wardrobe change, you do every day’’. I shut my locker door and just walked away.
I just knew coming back to school will have its regrets and I just snapped at Jake, the only guy so nice to me and truly knows and likes me for me, but I know he will understand one day and yes maybe the day I do tell him he will be off and gone just like everything else in my life, but even if it is to late when I do tell him everything he will still understand and will only be mad at me for a while , its better that he is going to be mad at me because once I tell him my story of the vacation he wont treat me the same and will give a look that no one wants if their in my condition. Shaking the thought of everything off I walk into my class and just as I thought no more surprises, I thought to soon.
