BROKEN 😥😥😢😢

chapter one

You are disgrace you tend to destroy everything you touch.  I dunno how I gave birth to a person like you..  Look what you have done..  Cries......  ..    Dad I didn't do it am not the one I don't know how it happened..  Don't  you daddy me am not your dad and I don't plan on being your dad..  The man I looked up to ND loved as a father had said to me..  Tears kept stealing down my eyes and all I could bring out was a question what??  You are joking right?  You are my father right?  Hell no your father was an assasin who got your mom pregnant and left afterwards I as I speak he is a convict of the deadliest maximum prison..  It was all too much for me I was in shock and pain at the same time.  I couldn't take it my mom had just died hoping to receive comfort from my so called dad and here I am hearing the bitter truth of my life.  That my real dad is a convict.  Wow what a way celebrate you 5 years birthday..  ... I just fell to the ground and I hoped that was the end of my life.. 
Good morning Y/n I woke up to sudden brightness and an aching head.  Where am I ?  asked the lady who was standing beside me you are at an orphanage my dear we saw you outside lying almost lifeless and a paper saying your name was Y/n .. Then a sense of realization hit me.  I was all alone in The world .. FiVe year old me where do I start from am just another bad luck to the society...
              Y/n POV...       That dream always get me i woke up to tears in my eyes I have really been a bundle of bad luck 13years of my life I have been brought back to the orphanage said to have been the cause of death I didn't even know about.   People just make up stories and everyone buys them. I didn't kill my mom she slipped I will keep saying it for all I care and all eternity.. 
Now here I am 18 year old struggling through life all alone with no friend nor family.   Am grateful to the phillipino family who raised me and gave me the life I have now..  They were the sweetest with no Kids they treated me like their own they never believed what any one said about me until two years ago when they had a car accident and no one survived except me that was shocking because I might have been the one to die but they covered me saying I had a lot to accomplish . With this I wasn't even given a chance to say my last goodbyes.  I was in juvi for six months and that had me thinking maybe I was actually really cursed for being my Father's child . Probably I didn't deserve happiness.  After wards I moved to Seoul to start a new life.  But I was shocked when the buereventuras left their mansion in Seoul for me and a huge amount to help me finish highschool and college honestly those people are angels.. 
So here I am in the comfort of my home which doesn't feel like one.  And you are probably wondering why am not in school,  well it's because today is Saturday and am free to sulk all day long after all that's what my life was about.  I laid down on my bed thinking of what a menace I have actually been. Then my stomach grumbled... Mm hunger..  I decided to take a bath and go cook something, my foster parents were the best they didn't let me lack anything they taught me everything I am today.  From the self esteem I never had to the dignity that was trampled upon to the self worth I never had.
              Time skips.. 
Monday the day I dread the most honestly I wish I could just lay in bed all day but I can't I need to let my foster parents be proud and not be ashamed of helping me.  So I got up dragging my self to the bathroom and for ready for school after 30min of dressing I took some breakfast and left for school.  You will be shocked to know that I been an orphan had  a driver ,a cleaner who came once in a week and a cook so much for the bitch they usually called me..  I don't even know how the whole news of me came out to the whole school I bet the whole Korea knows..  Good morning miss Y/n good morning sir I replied as he opened the car and drove me to school I find my self lucky as well as unlucky but who am I to complain .. I stepped out of the car and decided to go to my locker to get something's...   My phone vibrated I opened only to see terrible tweets about me...  I try dunno how people sit down and make cyber bullying their hobby..  Tears rolled downy eyes but I just cleaned them and ignored all the stares and insults thrown at me...  This was what my everyday at school has been like ever since my photo was uploaded I still don't even know who did it.
I took my books from my locker and walked to class everyday is terrible but I have to live through it I might not be the strongest but I decide to live with the little strength I have left..  I have alot of secrets but I tell them to a bottle cause anyone whoever got close was always in trouble.  Writing was And still is my saving grace. 
Good morning class,  our English teacher had said I loved English so much I didn't read any other subject but English and not to brag am pretty good at it..  Good morning Ma every body said after that we all sat down and the lesson began  every part of the lesson was amazing and that's how the day kept going with insults and me just being silent all the way .some people say I am being punished for my past life seriously why do people sit back and say shit about others. Hey Y/n have you checked twitter?  One of the guys who was the nicest person to me since I came to this school he considered me a friend but honestly I dunno what to consider him as . Why should I wen hao?  I asked.  Well not to be spoiling your mood but I do know you are not a bad person everything that has ever happened to you is due to circumstance.lets say  you need to make somethings straight and you keeping
Quiet isn't helping matters wen hâõ said..  So will you? he added  I kept quiet looking down at my book. Honestly Y/n am trying to be a friend,  I do like your personality, it shows you are strong after all that have been to you so am not meaning to brag but am the only one on your side from this school so please be open and nicer to me he said.  I don't have a twitter account I said.  Not a problem hand me your phone he said..  I watched as he did everything and opened my twitter account.
        A/n let's imagine this is a twitter account... 
          @Kim'shighschool
Boogybag😁:have you guys seen y/n she is   .
 a bitch a real witch.
Emily 101: Yh who kills the woman who gave birth to them? 
Tana: I hate her so much
Pretty bitch : honestly I still don't know what she wants she killed everyone that ever loved he
Dorey : I wish she wasn't here  I really don't like her,  she is the worst.

Gian : Yh that bitch needs to die.  I thought witches   didn't exist...  Well she needs to leave .

Oh my God so that's what these kids think of me as a witch I couldn't take it I ran out of the cafeteria crying like never before when I bumped into someone I don't even look at the face watch where you are going bitch I heard I didn't even care to look up I needed to leave this place to kill myself to end my existence maybe that will kinda make all the pain away. I cry my eyes out for days upon days..  Y/n !!!! Wen hâõ yelled wait don't go calm down ok..  Wait so why did you open he account for me to see how people despise me for me to see what a horrible person they think I am for them to Hurt me More Huh???  Tell me wen hâõ what did I ever do wrong don't I deserve to be treated well?  He didn't reply me as hot and fresh tears just kept falling down my eyes the next thing I knew I was pulled into a very tight hug by wen hâõ. You are not a monster,  you are amazing and if they fail to see that that's their problem and I opened the account So you can reply them with all the anger and truth left to regain the little thread of self respect you are holding onto. I just couldn't say anything he was like the father and brother I never had at the same time.  I just nodded he held my hand and walked me to my locker.  Now this is what is going to happen. Before he finished the statement my phone was filled with hate speeches
          @Kim'shighschool
Blocboy: guys did you see y/n And wen hâõ?  The bitch decided to cling on him wow.. 
Josh FUCK : Ikr she isn't only a witch but a slut to wow an interesting personality. B
Emerald 101: she is a hoe she wants to take my boyfriend
Jj d: emerald he was never yours so don't act that... 
Wow people do really hate me I said making wen hâõ laugh now it's time for you to write something that would shut them up  he said...  Ook let's do this..
               @👸 Queen of 👏 back
Dear students of Kim's high school I am also a human being and I will appreciate if you guys use your time for something better instead of making me an everyday topic. Yes the people I love always seem to die one way or the other which even I don't know how it happens but who are you assailed to judge me..  Am cursed?  A witch?  A slut?  Don't you think If I was a witch you all would be dead for stepping on my dignity?  You all should think of what to do with your life and allow me to live mine..  Am not perfect so are you am pretty sure my  let me be..  ✌✌✌✌✌✌
.... Wow that was a relief,  where was this part of y/n hiding?  😂😂😂she has been uncovered now I said..  Oh well good to know. 
A/n  first write up on bts and am so excited to write it. I hope you guys like it thank you 💖💖💖💖💖porch