Anonymous

dear you

Dear you

You're standing infront of your mirror , tears streaming down your face . Flushed cheeks and chapped lips , arms bleeding crimson red . You think about your mother , how broken she would be to know the next morning that when she wakes up her little sunshine is long dead. She comes into your room to wake you up but instead she sees you . Lying in a pool of your own blood . The light in your eyes gone , that smile is lost forever , but you were perfect , good grades and high escapes , why would you even do that . She gave u everything and your were perfectly fine
But were you?
for who knew good kids have depression too

You think about your dad , your superhero who's shoulders were once the highest place , the guy who never gave up on you , the man who never cried in front of you . seeing his child covered in crimson blood , He sits down unable to grasp the fact .He recalls the times he sat beside you , recalls when your bond was unbreakable . 'you're my son' and  He was your superman the guy who never gave up on you . But the crippling facade soon fell off , bad influences maybe or maybe it just was
Something no one thought about . Something so oblivious
It's just a phase , he hoped it was true
But with a blade in his hand , he found his home
The cuts made him feel warm deep down
The numbness he felt long gone because who would even suspect the charmer so close to his dad , to have daddy issues