don't clown around with my heart

it's now or never

A/n:
Hi all! Thank you for reading this far! I know its a bit weird but I'm liking where this is going. I don't have a particular plot I'm going on, I just let the words flow. So sorry if this isn't your type of story. But thanks for reading so far, I've been really sick lately, and busy raising my GPA as much as possible, Jounior year, am I right?
Hope you keep enjoying the story <3

Your pov:
Penny stops at your question and its as if he's reliving somthing he looked so hurt "pen...? Penny?." I whispered loudly trying to get his attention "penny where is it?--hello?-" I snapped my fingers and he didn't rspond, his eyes staring blankly at the wall, his blue eyes fading down to a red-orange, and it was if the person that was there was demolished. For the first time I was scared of whatever my childhood friend was turned into that fateful day.

almost smelling my fear he looked at me, entranced. "Y/n..." He said looking down at me, and in almost an instant my only true friend-and newly found love- ponced on me. " what are you doing?!" I squeaked sharply, I looked at him, as he slowly crawled up my bed, thick drool now dripping off his lips down his chin "pen--stop-- you're scaring me" I said instinctively backing up against the head board of my bed " penny!" I said in a strained voice as he grew closer not listening to me. His mouth opened to reveal his now sharp teeth, rows and rows, his mouth wouldn't stop opening! Three little orbs were in his mouth I couldn't take my eyes off of them as his jaw dislocated and his mouth widened more and more. I felt the hot tears burn my eyes, panic setting in "AHIGA" I yelled his name and he stopped and his body kind of seized back to what it was before.

Backing away from me, he looked at his glove clad hands, his blue eyes wide in shock and fear " I almost hurt you y/n" he said defeated; confirming my fears. most people were away due to christmas season, so he had no way to eat, I needed to find the pendant and fast.
Before I was next

Penny's pov:
" y/n I'm so sorry " I started, my voice " I can't stop myself when I'm like that" I said pacing slowly
I stopped in front of the full sized mirror changing my reflection to what I used to look like " I'll probably never be able to be how I used to be -forever trapped- in this wretched cycle!" I said to her through the mirror. " we'll get through this " she said looking into the mirror at the image of my former self, with a half smile .

We just sat in silence for what felt like forever, and I eventually I heard her breathing slow down it became heavier. I turned and looked at her peaceful sleeping body hungry ran through my head. " no.. I won't hurt you" I whispered to her
and left her house I was too hungry.