Jungkooks last breath

The first signs

Jung-kook stud there in the kitchen. All the boys were sitting in their own individual rooms. "I can't live like this anymore" he said "I really can't" Kookie grabs a nearby glass and smashes it towards his head. RM comes rushing in, to find one of his members bleeding on the floor.

"JUNG-KOOK!!! What have you done?"
"Nothing. Don't get the others please." But by that time all the other five members came running in. V was the first to have reacted negatively with his emotions. He immediately ran over to Jungkook , "Talk to me, don't do this." V said while a tear runs down his cheek. RM and the others help clear up the smashed glass and blood while V helps to treat Jung-kooks head injury. All of the members began to question Jung-kook but he gave no reply. They soon went back to their own bedrooms, however still worried about Jung-kooks health.

That night Jin made dinner as usual and all the boys tried to talk to Jungkook as much as possible and tried to get him to eat, but all he ate was a mouthful of the spaghetti Jin had prepared. After he'd eaten that one mouthful he went back to his room. Planning of writing letters for all the boys when he was gone...
It was his decision now. He wasn't going to turn back.

He sat there crying on his bed, he didn't think it would come to this. But he knew he didn't want this, he didn't want to be famous, he didn't want to live. He wasn't sure why but he knew he wasn't happy, he always acted happy round the boys but he knew that sometimes he couldn't hold his emotions back and told the boys lies about why he was crying.

He was sat there in his own silent room wondering who to do first. He decided on the leader Rm. Before he even started writing he realised that the boys voices that he could usually hear from his bedroom were almost silent. Jung-kook crept out of his room to hear the boys whispering. He sat down and listened to their conversation through the other side of the door. "What are we going to do" he heard V say, "I don't know, he always seems happy but there's no way that injury could have been an accident." Jin says
"I'm scared for him." Jhope says then Rm says something Jung-kook didn't want to hear "I'm worried that BTS might become a six member group." They were putting the puzzle together so Jungkook knew he had to do it soon. Make the other boys happy that he's out of the way, make them stop worrying. That was right make them stop worrying. Time to start the letters...