Me Without You (Jungkook ff)

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"I am so sorry Jungkook, take care of her and most importantly yourself". Jungkook tried to reach out to her, but her hands kept slipping from his hold, causing his heart to stop. He was constantly sweating due to the nightmare which kept on haunting him forever. Since his daughter was born.

He woke up to his life crying, he started to get up when his nose was hit hardly hit by a ting leg. He  kept on rubbing and sneezing continuously due to its strong impact. The noise of him sneezing and the cry of the baby got mixed up in the air causing a massive noise pollution, loud enough to give a senile man a taste of death.

He took the feeding bottle from his bedrest and kept it close to his daughter's mouth so she can latch on to it. Unfortunately the peace granted to him was for a mere milli second when the bottle flew and landed with a thud on his eye which would eventually leave a mark on him for a week or so. The child started to cry even more hardly from the previous one. He took her in his arms and cradled her back and forth, but the poor guy was so unfortunate as the intensity of her cries increased. Jungkook got up from the bed ruffling his messy bed hair with her in his arms .

"Aigoo~ Areum-ah  waegure? Why are you crying early in the morning? Why are you giving appa such a hard time? hmm.."Jungkook cooed in a sweet voice and started to tickle her with his nose. Areum started to smile immediately on hearing her appa's  voice. Jungkook kept on rocking her. He got lost in her charming eyes, he started to run his fingers gently through her soft hair again and again during that time he felt her dark black orbs which represented that of her mother's more interesting than refilling her milk bottle. He couldn't help but to think of how much she resembled her mother, when everyone said she took after her father more. He always denied of that fact even though they both did to resemble every well in appearance. 

She slowly tugged his chain that he wore which was gifted by Y/N before she left him. Then he realized that he was shirtless. he understood she was hungry. He went and took the bottle n his hand and went down stairs, he started to heat up the milk when he touched his eyelid to quickly retrieve back his hand in a reflex due to the pain. He took a ice pack from the fridge and  the bottle which was filled with milk. He saw his daughter's worry and concern for her milk as he was hand-full. seeing it  her dad exclaimed, " Baby you need not worry as appa is strong and can carry all three. " displaying his strength he went towards the rocking chair near the open balcony and sat down. He took the blanket and covered the her with it. he gave the baby her bottle and as a hungry baby she took it eagerly and started drinking it, while her appa was keeping his ice pack over his eye to reduce pain and kept rocking the chair back and forth. He watched the sun rise up the horizon causing an orange shade to fall on both father and daughter to provide them with a comforting warmth of mother nature. As time passed by  his hand got tired holding the ice pack, making the grip on it loose, he suddenly felt a small push on his hand .He looked down to see his daughter leaning on his chest nd helping him to balance the weight, Jungkook smiled at the effort and looked towards his right to see his wife's portrait photo hanging there on the wall thinking about her. 

"Areum-ah if your omma was here now she would have chuckled and took picture of both of us". The baby hummed in response to his comment made on her mother." Your omma loves you a lot Jeon Areum. a loooottt." he said and smiled causing her to show the gummy smile covered in milk to laugh at her father. He kept the ice bag on the side table and took her on his shoulder and started to tap her back to help her relieve gas and help her digest. He kissed her on her neck and forehead and whispered into her small tender ears , " You are the best thing that your mother gave me before she left. Her decision was right. If she would have listened to me this moment that we share would never happen". he looked to her photo and said with teary eyes.

"Thank you Jeon Y/N for coming into my life and giving her."