Jamila (jah-MEE-lah) meaning: Beautiful
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Jamila
"No stop.... nahmir STOP."
"Come on baby I'm a changed man. I'm just tryna take that stress away. " Nahmir said.
"Namir no, you came over here to get your stuff. "
"Jamila come on its been 2 months I know you miss me." Namir said grabbing my ass.
Nahmir
"Damn jamila chill out before I-"
"Before you what Nahmir?... Beat me like you use to? I'm tired of your bull shit, don't come in my house tryna invade my privacy you dirty B-"
Before the word could even escape from my mouth I was pinned against the wall with his hands around my throat.
"What I tell you about raising your voice at me?" He said looking me dead in my eyes 1cm away from my lips.
I couldn't even say anything risky because I know what he's capable of, I knew he would hurt me if I did call for help or tried to escape.
He started rubbing my cheek with a grin on his face.
"Good girl... Now just relax" He started kissing me while my eyes started to water.
Tugging on the waist of my pants he removed them, revealing my black thong. Kissing my collar bone he went down to my stomach and then my thighs looking me directly in my eyes. I was crying now but he didn't care he kept going.
"Stop crying baby I know you want this. "
I couldn't stop crying... There was nothing I could do but cry. He got up and removed my shirt. Throwing it on the floor and then removing my bra. He gently massaged my boobs. My eyes we're closed but I knew he was looking at my face. I couldn't look this monster in the eyes. He wasn't always a monster. But I guess people change. He removed my underwear and started kissing me. My emotions were all over the place I was moaning, screaming, and crying. He covered my mouth after I screamed a 3rd time. It felt amazing just like the old times, but I could not enjoy it when it was against my will. I started to move away but he held a firm grip on my thigh with one of his hands. After a minute I stopped resisting and he kept going. This went on for 15 minutes. He got up licking his lips and kissed me. He put on his coat and shoes.
"If I hear that you told anybody about this I will kill you, and you know I will."
He smiled at me
"I love you jamila, ok?"
"Ok" I said with sad eyes he stared at me and then walked out the front door. I locked the door and immediately began crying my eyes out. I wouldn't tell any body about what just happened. Dumb right...
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RomanceJamila is a 20 year old fresh out of a relationship with her abusive ex Nahmir in her mind. One day she meets August at a park it started off bad but could it end in something good? (Not good at descriptions) read the book to find out what happens...