Katsuki bakugou × reader oneshots

bakugou × (suicidal) reader

❗trigger warning❗

Y/n pov
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I took one last loving look at my boyfriend katsuki bakugou.  I sighed tears threatening to fall. I then walked over to the desk that sat on the opposite side of the room, grabbed the notebook that sat on the desk and began to write....

Katsuki,

By the time you wake up and find this letter, i will be long gone.  I can't keep on with this life anymore. Ive been really depressed lately, and the voices are back. I can't just sit here and risk making you depressed to, and I dont want to keep you from following your dream of becoming the worlds greatest hero. Just know that even when I'm gone I will always believe in you and i will always be with you through it all. I love you katsuki bakugou, always and forever after that.
-y/n❤

I then sat the pen back on the desk, put the note on the bedside table, and walked out of our bedroom, tears silently falling from my eyes.

Random pov

Y/n walked the quiet streets of japan, ready to end her life. Little did she know though, someone was following her from the shadows of the dimly lit streets.

Y/n pov

I finally made it to the bridge where i was going to end my life. As i got up on to the edge of the bridge, I could hear the voices telling me to "do it" "jump" "no one will ever notice youre gone" "katsuki wont actually miss you".  I took one last shakey breath,  tears still pouring from my eyes, "goodbye katsuki"... I said to myself ready to jump, when something grabbed my wrist and pulled me down.

Katsuki pov

I had been in and out of sleep all night. I tossed and turned, trying to get comfortable, when I felt y/n get out of bed. I pretended to be asleep to try and see what she was doing.

She looked at me with a sad smile, then walked over to the desk and started writing something in a notebook. She finished sat the notebook on our bedside table, wiped away some tears then left the room, silently crying.

I quickly shot up out of my position that I was in and snatched the notebook from the desk.

Oh my god.....
I thought.

I threw the notebook down on the bed. Tears spilling from my eyes. I didnt even bother to put on my shoes or a shirt, I just ran, I ran to go save the one person I cared about most from doing something that I could never forgive myself for if I let it happen.

I finally caught up with her, and followed in the shadows. After A little more walking I saw her go up onto the bridge where we had our first date. I wiped away my tears and followed her onto the bridge.

She got upon the ledge of the bridge, and said "goodbye katsuki" and got ready to jump when i grabbed her by the wrist and pulled her down.

Y/n pov

I looked to see what or who had pulled me down, only to be met with a pair of all to familiar crimson red eyes.  All I could to was look away in shame. I let the tears flow from my eyes, when I was pulled into the tightest emrace that I had ever recieved from katsuki.

"Why the he'll would you try to do something like that"?

He asked, his voice was low and the and raspy as though he was, or had been crying. He didnt let me go though he still held me in his arms as tightly as ever.

"I- I'm sorry katsuki,  I-ive been really depressed, a-and the voices are back, it w-was really selfish of me to t-try and do something like that".

He then lifted my chin with his hand and looked me dead in the eyes. I was shocked to see that he was infact crying, thats something that I had never seen him do before.

Katsuki pov

She looked around  to see who had pulled her down, and when her eyes met mine, she looked away, and started to cry harder.

I then pulled her into the tightest embrace that I ever had before.

"Why the hell would you try to do something like that"?

I asked trying to hold back my tears.
She then went on to explain that she had been really depressed lately, and that the voices in her head were back.

Just then I lifted her chin with my hand to get her to look at me. She was clearly shocked to see that i was crying, because its something that no one had ever seen me do.

Then i spoke.

"Baby girl.......please never do this again. Please"....

"Whenever you're depressed or need to be reasured that everything is ok, come to me. I know I'm a fucking dick but dont let that stop you from coming to me, remember I will always give you a shoulder to cry on when you need it, ill always show you love, ill help you fight through every struggle and every battle, if anyone tries to stop that, ill fucking kick they're ass".

She giggled a little bit at that last statement.

"Im being serious".

I spoke again.

"Ill always try to make you laugh, when you are about to lose faith in happiness.  I hope to be the one reason when all else fails that you hang on, and i would get you the moon if I could, but I cant so i will do everything to get you anything you need".

She stared into my eyes, in awe by what I told her.

I then leaned in and our lips met. She melted into the kiss and then pulled away for air.

"I love you katsuki bakugou".

Is all she said before I picked her up and carried her home.