Random thoughts

Dear Insecurities

Dear insecurities
It's over, your not winning this battle
Your not taking me over
This is the end of your terror
Your no longer in control
Making me think people are talking
Talking of worse things than I could imagine
No one cares
Insecurity isn't here anymore
He walked right out that door
Yelling how I'm such a bitch
What he didn't know is that I was following him with a 12 gage shotgun
Shot that mother fucker before he could say another word
He isn't getting back in my head he's gone forever
I hope
No no I'm not doubting myself anymore he's gone
It is gone
I'm beautiful and he can't say I'm not
Dear insecurities
I would say I miss you, but why would I lie
There wasn't a place for you here in the beginning
Why did I ever let you waltz right in
I have no answer to
Guess your going back to the devil
you can rot in hell for all I care
Your gone hid your body in my backyard
Police call it the mystery of the century
I think I might keep this killing spree going
Murders by the dozen
They may even call me inhumane
Haha I don't want to get my hopes up
Just want to get that noose up
And kick that chair right under it
And kill my next victim, anxiety