Sleep Paralysis- Jungkook

Chapter 30

Soeun's POV

He kissed me... and I just let it happen. I granted him access to my mouth, I let our tounges dance in a symphony of painful love. I felt his emotions pour out during the kiss, it was pure bliss and I felt like I have finally found my place again. 

I slowly pulled away from the romantic kiss to see worry in Jungkooks eyes.

"I-I am sorry... I- You just reminded me of someone I loved a lot and still love...", Jungkook mumbled softly taking another swig of his wine. I could see a tear escape his eyes and he looks down at his laps. 

"P-please don't tell Tae, I know I messed up and I crossed the boundary but I can't help myself... I just can't.", Jungkook confessed showing me his vulnerable side. 

I slowly placed my hands on his cheeks and stroked them. They were extremely soft like his heart, he looked so vulnerable and innocent right now I couldn't help but touch his cheeks. Then I slowly lead his head towards me and I brushed my lips against his and locked our lips as he stares at me shocked.

Soon he started moving his lips matching mine like a perfect duet. We broke the kiss gasping for air, I started putting down my guard taking another swig of my wine gulping it down. 

Fuck it. 

"Jungkook I need to tell you something", I chocked out slowly becoming tipsy. 

"Y-yes..?", Jungkook was eager to hear what I had to say. 

"I remember everything...", I stated the truth. 

He was shocked.

"I never lost my memories in Australia, Taehyung was just trying to protect me.", I confessed. 

Jungkook didn't say anything and just pulled me into a hug and cried into my shoulders. I felt guilty once again that I hurt this child again, Jungkook is such a kid inside. Like he never grew up... He never had a chance to grow up on his own because of his mother. 

Jungkook was just riddled with fear. I know how much he loves his family and all he wants is their love and appreciation and their recognition. But whatever he did his mother would find fault and ultimately not allowing Jungkook to feel accepted. 

And that's fucked up. 

"I love you.", Jungkook croaked out still a bit teary.

"And I never stopped loving you too Jungkook", I responded, finally I was able to tell him my true feelings. 

After a while, Jungkooks crying stopped and his body became jelly-like and heavy. I quickly checked his wine bottle and this bastard finished the whole bottle. 'He's going to have one bad hangover tomorrow morning' I thought to myself as I stared at Jungkooks features and tracing them with my fingers. 

I just sat there staring off at the glistening sea listening to the soft snores of Jungkook and the symphony of the crashing waves. I started sobering up because I was the only one here that was awake enough to drive us back to the city. 

I dragged Jungkooks heavy body to his expensive car, I mentally cursed at his toned body as I could feel his irresistible muscles while dragging him to the passenger seat of his car. Once I finally got him inside his car I took a breath of victory as I tried to figure out how to drive this expensive car. 

I stared at his steering wheel and the various buttons around his wheel and got intimidated. I fished the car keys out of Jungkooks pants being careful not to reach too far... and plugged the key in and turned the key clockwise praying the car would start. And it did like magic, the engines roared and I tightened my grip on the steering wheel.

The whole time I was driving Jungkook and I back I was twenty under the speed limit which would have looked funny from other peoples perspective but I was scared. I was scared to crank up the speed because it was the first time driving a car like this even though I got my license it did not prepare me for this monster. 

I mentally thanked God that there was no one on the road while I was trying my best to drive. If there was I am pretty sure there would have been a honk or two from angry drivers. I looked over at Jungkook and he was out cold in the seat next to mine.

"Looks like he will be spending the night at my place", I sighed not knowing where Jungkook lived.

I pulled up to the apartment complex that I live with my family and parked underground staring at Jungkook and wondering how to get him up to my apartment. 

...

After thirty minutes of struggling I finally got Jungkook up to my apartment door and I put in the passcode to my family's apartment. Once I opened the door I was met with an angry Jimin and my mother behind him which shocked me. 

"H-hi guys", I stuttered trying to drag Jungkook in. 

"What is he doing with you!", Jimin almost shouted.

"Chill, his drunk and passed out right now", I said calmly and Jimin came to help me. 

"How could you help him after the way he treated you", My mum asked me pulling to the kitchen while Jimin settled Jungkook into my bed. 

"Mum he changed... I love him mum and he got kicked out of his own family for wanting to be happy... Mum can't you see how much he just wants to be loved?", I plead and I could see her face soften. 

"When he wakes up Impunchingg the shit out of him!", Jimin storms into the kitchen.

"JIMIN NO!", both my mother and I say in unison. 

I ended up explaining the whole situation to Jimin but he wasn't buying it andsaid he is still on the fence and would keep an eye on him. And thats how the night or more moring ended, I ended up sleeping on the couch because Jungkook was too big to fit both of us on my bed.