He looked at her and then looked at the bath water. "It's red" he said.
She replied with a less than hesitant look "I'm sorry. It shouldn't have happened but I swore this was it." Inside he knew she meant it.
"You have to promise me, we will throw these away and never speak of it again. It's hard I know, but you have to learn that people are going to say things. Don't listen to them. They're not worth it."
The bath water was red and her arms permanently scarred as of this moment. She was taking a bath before he came in and she didn't think of any intruders. She took the blade and touched her skin until she felt the pressure. It went away as soon as it happened but she knew. This was an escape right? You bleed just to know you're alive right? As soon as the door opened she had a feeling he was there. He didn't bother to think twice before taking of his clothes and throwing them on the counter. He got in the bath and it was all he could do not to cry. Given Ashton's past, he was all to familiar with the sensation it had to offer. Olivia just started and was addicted.
He looked at her with a grimace and spoke softy into her ear "Do it again. Do it for me this time."
"What? I'm not doing that." She said it almost crying.
"If you can't do it for me, then why do it at all?"
"It makes me feel good. I just look at the blood and think about that pain rather than the pain of the world."
Ashton immediately burst into tears. She was soon to follow. They hugged and he looked at her in a way no one ever had. He kissed her and before he knew it she was on top if him.
"I can't."
Before she even had words she began to just lay on top of his muscular body.
"Please. I need something do besides draw blood in a very obscene manner. And we both enjoy this." she gave him a smirk and he could only imagine it.
To love someone is one thing, but this was more than love. It was a love story that didn't fit the criteria it needed too. It was not a Hazel Augustus love story. It was an Ashton and Olivia story. The love was no ones but theirs. No ones..
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