Just a couple of poetry I've written here and there inspired by Camren stories and songs. This is my outlet of my feelings when I make my Youtube Videos. LFMAO. I appreciate feedback.
(A/N: This was written on September 2013. A month after Corruption. Also about "Artist".. I remember WHO ARE YOU was on repeat for me during this time. LFMAO. Thus, the song. Leave a comment and vote up. I appreciate that lovelies.)
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I reek of you, of this guilty pleasure that we do
I stink of sin, knowing in the end I would never win
I'm curled up on bed perplexed of it all
It should hurt. The tears should fall..
But I lay here motionless waiting for something
But nothing. That's just really what I feel.. nothing
In the past, I've always been dumb
Perhaps I've finally learned how to be numb
Insensitive to you, irrelevant to you, inept to love you
It has happened so many times before it doesn't feel so new
But now really I do not care
I'm sick and tired of being broken, I've always there
But you're so good, an expert at deceiving with your eyes
You make it real, you feel so real, I'm actually starting to live our lies
I'm sober right now, and I know I'm making a big mistake
And one day soon I'll find out your love's a fake.
We're just very different, but undeniably we're both fools
We're both just really lonely, so we allow being each other's tools
If only loving someone else isn't my vice
And having you didn't come with a prize..
Perhaps this would indeed feel real
I'd really mean it when I tell you how I'm suppose to feel
