At first it feels weird that I suddenly woke up without any alarm... and yes, maybe because I need to post 🙊
HAPPY 7TH ANNIVERSARY!
Finally, we can celebrate together. I wanted to post those ads and greeting all around the world but I have no time for it. I'm too busy these days so I forgot to collect all of it. But I am so grateful to see you all prepare for this day. There's even a cafe in Hongkong (I hope I am right) in celebration of their anniversary. Multiple ads appeared and I'm sure many gifts were sent in Pledis Building.
I know there's still a lot of rough roads for them, but I am so sure that they can get over it. I am so proud and happy that I can't even express it. My heart feels for them every time. Nu'est is indeed my greatest inspiration.
You see, I am not a strong person. I am weak, nerveless, and scared. I can't even say that I overcome my fears now, but I'm getting there. Why am I saying this? It's because I want you all to feel it too. Seeing them inspire people made me feel so proud. Seeing their hard work gave me strength to continue.
Did I say this before? I am a Dentistry student. And I swear this course can kill you if you are weak. Everyday you interact with different kind of patients. Some were nice people, who won't ask for money in each appointment, some are kind of.....uncomfortable to be with because of their attitudes. Sometimes you'll get devastated because a patient left you in the middle of the procedure while requirements are waving at you, reminding you that you have a deadline to catch up.
It is physically, emotionally and finacially draining. Sometimes I don't want to do my clinic so I won't spend my allowance. Some procedures are scary too. Extraction is not a simple procedure. You have to consider the patients condition, if he or she is medically compromised, if they are drinking any meds that may hinder the effect of anesthesia, and so on. Plus the Clinical Instructors who are very strict and may shout at you if you commit mistakes. The humiliation, exhaustion and stress will hit you. Sometimes, you'll cry in the corner because of it. You'll cry because you are so stress out to catch your requirements. Sometimes you just feel like giving up.
But every time I look at them.. every single time that I compare my life to them, I have this inner power to cheer myself up. That Nu'est hit that spot. They slid down in the floor and managed to get up stronger. Why can't I do that?
I will ask you.. Why don't you do that? If you think that killing yourself can make you happy then think again. If you kill someone and manage to escape, does it make you feel secure? If you commit mistake and sulk would it be corrected?
We have to do something. Just like what they did. I know I'm redundant for this but THEY TOOK THE RISK.
Sorry for the rant. HAPPY ANNIVERSARY 😂
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I am so glad that there's a new fan who votes in this book. So sad that some of my previous voters in my old book were gone now (I hope they are not gone with Nu'est.), but still new fans are appearing. You can talk to me, for those who are new. We can chat, talk about random things. If you want to ask about them, just share some thoughts or anything related to them or not, I am willing to entertain you! I'm not always online but I'll try to reply.
Some people come and go.. it's a cycle. But then, it's fun to meet you all here even if we are in the other side of the world. Thank you for connecting with me and for voting this book.
My wish for them is to see them happy. Whatever they want to do, I will support them as long as they are in their right minds and that they don't run over to someone.
Just a reminder: Please be wise in supporting our idols. If they did wrong, do something to correct them. It doesn't mean you have to let them get away with it. It's a sad truth, yes. But we can't undo it. There's a reason why they are called as 'idols'.
Preach. I'm sorry again. This is suppose to be a happy update for Nu'est. I know I might receive hate on this but I just want to share my thoughts.
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I'll be signing off.... for now. But not entirely 'cause I'll be waiting for Nu'est's explosion this 2019 😊
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