eunoia ; luke hemmings [editing]

day eleven » ace

// i apologize in advance bc this chapter will most likely suck. i just been having a stressful weekend and yeah im so sorry ily bye //

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 Friday, July 10th. ace

Maylin ✕ pov

 i've never seen ace here before, and i was confused on why she chose now to show up. ace was scary, she doesn't like luke, she says he was holding me back from her, that if it weren't for him i would've met her sooner. she still wont tell me why she's in here, and has been following me around everywhere, yet nobody acknowledges her. are they blind? these people just chose to ignore their patients.

"what are you thinking about?" she asked from behind me. i gasped and jumped slightly at her sudden appearance.

''nothing, i need to go take the evening meds." i muttered trying to push her aside so i could leave my room.

i stopped abruptly when my shoulder made obvious contact with hers, but it felt as if she wasn't even there.

"bad idea maybear." she smirked sitting at the foot of my bed. i cringed at the fact she used lukes nickname for me.

"o-only luke calls me that" i stuttered. i don't know why, but she makes me feel like if i make one wrong move, she'll rip my head off.

"you can't take your shitty medication. if you do, i'll leave for a little bit.'' she rose her voice standing up.

"i want you to leave me alone!" my voice equally high with anger laced through every word.

she put something in my hand and closed it tightly.

"fine. if you aren't going to let me stay, you're going to do what i say before i leave." she growled.

i looked down at the object in my hand. a knife from the kitchen. why would she want me to use this?

"you're either going to take your meds and let me leave'' she rolled her eyes, "or you'll do it." she seethed.

"do what?" i questioned with a hint of fear. she gave a devilish grin before imitating what she wanted me to do. she held up a single finger and dragged it across her throat.

she wanted my to kill myself.

 "i'm not killing myself for you" i gripped the knife even harder.

"then explain to me why you're holding the knife up to your throat?" she smiled an evil smile.

i looked down, and sure enough, i had the knife held to my throat. no matter how hard i tried, or how much i wanted to scream for help, i couldn't.

it felt like i was suffocating on my own words and i was physically frozen.

"now it's up to you. you can take the meds and i'll still visit you daily, or you can end it all." she gave a fake sympathetic look.

"i'd rather die than sit here everyday and be totured by you!" i shouted with venom spewing in my words. 

"great, i'll see you in hell sweetheart" she smiled.

before i could even feel the cold metal touch my skin, i felt someone from behind me grab the knife and throw it on the floor.

before i could see who it was, they engulfed me in a tight hug. and thats when i knew it was luke.

i could hear his loud sobs as he backed up into the wall and slid down with arms still attatched to my body.

i never pictured him to be the type to care about me so much let alone cry over me, which broke my heart into pieces. i didn't bother trying to wipe the tears streaming down my cheeks, i was more focused on luke.

"why?" he choked out, still not letting me the slightest bit loose.

"she made me do it." was all i could reply.

i lifted my head from his shoulder and looked at him. his eyes were red and puffy and his lip was quivering.

he unwrapped one arm from around me and dug for something in his back pocket. he was still crying, but not as bad as he was. 

he pulled out a little container filled with small white pills. "please." he begged handing them to me. 

they were my meds, and i didn't hesitate to take them. i didn't feel better after swallowing them, but i knew things would be better at least until tomorrow.

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this is so short and horrible omfg kms.

i have like bad writers block and im already failing my math class so thats kinda my only priority at the moment.

so this was intense and sad and idk i decided to actually make it seem like she belongs in there, i haven't really went into depth about Maylin's condition and how bad it's gotten so i figured this would give you an idea idk

im sorry im apologizing a lot idk just yeah bye.

-l.a