Pushed Away. Grayson Dolan.

Awake again // #1

I rolled over to check the time on my phone again for probably the 10th time that hour. It was 2:06 am and Grayson still wasn't home. I lived with him and his twin brother, Ethan. Lately Grayson is partying, getting drunk, and doing drugs. I stay up late almost every night being worried about him not being home. I have been in love with this man for a long time and we have been doing good for a year now but things have started to change. I am falling out of love with him slowly. I hate feeling this way too. I get snapped out of my thoughts when I heard the front door shut and foot steps coming to our shared room. A sleepy and drunk looking Grayson enters the room and sees me laying there awake looking at him with disappointment.

"Braelyn, you've got to sleep" said grayson.

"I can't sleep knowing you are out doing the things you do. What if something happens to you?" I said.

Grayson scoffed and took his shoes and shirt off and entered the closest. When he came out he had on only a pair of Calvin Klein underwear.

"If something happens to me then that is on me." grayson said as he climbed into bed next to me.

"I hate when you act like this Grayson." I said to him as I rolled over to face him.

I had never brought to Graysons attention that I didn't like how he was acting so he took this by surprise.

"How i'm acting?" he said in shock. "What are you talking about?"

"Staying out late, drinking to the point of being to drunk to drive, doing drugs. I hate it all!" I almost shouted.

"Listen, I am fine. I'm just having fun while Im young. Don't worry about me."

I left it at that and rolled over. I was able to drift off to sleep now that Gray was next to me and I knew he was alright.

Graysons pov.

When I entered the empty dark house i realized how drunk i really was. Everything seemed to be moving and I was dizzy. I found my way to me and Braelyn's shared bedroom and walked in taking my shoes and shirt off while having a little conversation with her. Not really knowing what we were actually talking about i went into the closet and took my pants off. I walked out and crawled into bed next to my Girlfriend. I ended up saying something that pissed her off i guess because she rolled over and didn't speak to me and fell asleep. I was high and drunk and honestly I wasn't sure if I had cheated or not. I never really remembered anything from the party's I continuously went to. I must have drifted to sleep because when I opened my eyes there was light pouring through the curtains that had just been opened by Braelyn.

Braelyns pov.

I woke up the next morning at 9am and looked at Grayson sleeping next to me. He always looked so peaceful when he was sleeping. I got out of bed and opened the curtains letting morning sun light seep into the room waking Grayson up. He groaned and rolled over to shield his face from the sun.

"My head hurts" Grayson loudly said with his husky morning voice.

"You shouldn't have been drinking so much last night then." I sassed back at him with annoyance in my voice.

I left out room and went into the bathroom to shower. I turned on the water and looked at myself in the mirror. What had I been doing wrong? Why was Grayson like this? I didn't matter. I couldn't change him. I had tried. As I turned away from the door I took off my shorts and that left me in a big t-shirt and underwear. Then all the sudden I felt someone's big strong arms wrap around my waist and pull me close. I knew who it was immediately. It wasn't Grayson. It was Ethan.