And you will never know

A day without sunshine is simply the night

and I am afraid of the dark.

SEBASTIAN POV.

' Perhapes I am simply  not one hell of a butler. My poor botchan, I am so, so sorry...' 

Mabye it was when we joined the circus, possibliy it was when I left him to his own devises, perhapes it was the milisecond I took to blink, all I know is that my young master will die and it is probably all my fault.

---------------- 3 days ago -----------------

        I walked up to the young masters study to deliver his newest letter from the queen and his afternoon tea, the sivler was polished, Pluto was behaving for once and the servants hadn't messed anything up, yet. "Young master?" I asked, as I knoked on the door.

No answer...

"Young master?" I say with a bit more ergency.

No answer, My heart beats a bit quicker.

"YOUNG MASTER!"

I say furiously knocking on the door to the study. Tearing open the door I see him passed out on his desk covered in a red rash. I sprint over to him. "Ciel!" I start crying. I don't know why but the tears keep flowing down my face. I never knew I cared so much about him, and now I may never get to tell him.

*End of flash back*

CIEL'S POV.

        I'm not sure what happened. I was reading the overview for my last case and my head started hurting so i walked around but I had to sit strait back down becaus emy head hurt to much. I can't remember what happened after that.

        I woke up to Sebastian petting my hair and staring at me with his fierce crimson eyes. "Botchan." He said giving a genuine smile. "Sebastain wha-" I started but couldn't finnish for my lips were preoccupied with his I couldn't find myself wanting to part but infact needing to as a coughing spell through me for a whirl. Sebastian looked at me with the sadest eyes i've ever seen as he cupped his hand to my cheek. "Sebastian what was that for? What happend? What time is it?" never taking his eyes of my he repied. "You have caught scarlet fever young master and..." He paused mustering up the courage for what he was going to say next. "And to today is the day you are going to die." He said his voice breaking a bit. "Oh." Is all I can think of saying. "How much longer until I..." Not being able to finnish the sentence he replied " Just a minute or two more I am glad that I got to finnaly show you what you mean to me though." Even though it is hard I smile and say "Thank you sebastian and I have one last order for you." "What is it young ma-"

"Ciel"

He smiles and continues

"What is it Ciel?"

"Sing... Please my mother used to whenever I got sick, which was quite frequntly... and Sebastian" I add "Dance with me."

As usual he bows with the simple words of 

"Yes my lord."

He picks me up as we swing aroung the room

"You are my sunshine,

My only sunshine.

You make me happy when skies are gray,

You'll never know dear..."

And I never heard the end of that song.

SEBASTAIN POV.

"You'll never know dear..." I feel Ciel grow limp in my arms. I carry him back to his bed. I can feel my tears grownig in the back of my eyes as I finnish the song

"How much I love you,

So please don't take my sunshine away." I cry as I finnish the last line

"Goodnight and goodbye my lord. It has been a pleaseure surving you" I say as I walk into the night never to return to that blasted Phatomhive manor ever again.