Nope. Never. // Harry Styles

Prologue-

I sat on the cold and wet bench, as the rain drenched me from head to toe. My head in my hands, just thinking over and over again "Why would he do this to me?". Like they say not all good things, last.

He never gave me a chance to complain. He showed me that he loved me, I even wondered sometimes that I wasn't worth his love, he had his career, money, fame, but yet he gave me more than that. He gave me his love, which I guess never was true. All I hear is his voice ringing in my head saying that "I'm sorry, It was a mistake." The last thing I heard as I bolted out the door, with tears blurring my vision was "I love you , and I always will." I never looked back to see if he followed behind me, My heart hoped that he did, But in the back of my mind I kind of wished he didn't. Now I don't know if he either lost me half way, or if he didnt even bother to follow me.

I gave him a chance to explain but all I got was silence, the answer I was hoping not to get. His piercing green eyes, that I fell for gave me a look I've never seen before from him, the look of guilt. But I don't know if that was the truth behind it. I loved him, no, I still love, and I will never stop. He was my first love, the love of my life. But what's my life without him now, nothing.

I looked around me, not many people were out today. I laughed to myself, who would be out during a weather like this. It was pouring like never before, The clouds were grey, the air was cold and everything was dark. The people who are out right now are crazy. Like me, I'm crazy, crazy to think that my first love would be my last, crazy to think that we would be forever, crazy to think that he was different, crazy to think fame wouldn't get to him, just crazy, crazy in love with a guy named Harry Edward Styles.

Will I forgive him................ Nope. Never