Have you ever felt a pain so badly that you just didn’t know how to deal with it…..Well, I finally know what that feels like….. I am sure you are all wondering what the hell happened and I will tell you…. I don’t have a choice… this is what my therapist recommended me too do… I guess its supposed to help me realized why i did what i did….. well here it goes:
It was in my freshman year of high school that I started to take interest in cheerleading and dance and that sort of stuff. I was a bit overweight for my age…so I asked the cheerleading captains and the coach what I could do to make myself lose weight so that I could fit into the uniform for cheerleading. They said to excersie and eat less… So that's what I started to do and before I knew if I was 20 pounds lighter and could fit into the uniform I was so happy but after that I couldn’t image not working out so I continued to work out and eat less. By that that time I was in my sophomore year of high school and in my school you had to try out for the squad if you were a freshmen or a sophomore… in if you were returning to the squad you had to try out again but if you were a returning junior or senior you didn’t have to try out because you were good enough because you made the squad two years ago so they felt you were good enough to not have to try out….. Any way so I am waiting for try outs to begin and here come this really skinny freshmen girls. I was so jealous thinking that I am not gonna make the squad this year because I am not that skinny. I was surprise when I made the team again… But I decided that I was going to be as skinny as the freshman girls this year.
