Forgotten

After ???

After I met the guys I felt loved and adored as if I finally had a real family.

3 months later...

I had Fallen for him.. for the one and only jimin.
Each and every day I would fall even more for him. I really couldn't control myself when ever I was around him I felt butterflies in my stomach. I would always be with jimin whenever we played games and we would be in teams he would be with me and we would win together. These moments made me fall for jimin even more whenever we were together he would always hold my hand and intertwine our fingers. We would even compare our pinkies and his would always be taller and he would show off about it, his lovely cute smile would show and it would just melt my heart 💓. We eventually started hanging out more and more often sad a couple and all of the boys called us (jimin +y/n) and they would always start singing love is in the air whenever we entered together. They were always be supportive of us which made me and jimin thankful for them since we all were family.

Eventually my depression and anxiety was getting better thanks to them, thanks to Bangtan, thanks to jimin. I quit my old habits of hating myself, of torturing myself, hurting myself. I began to feel loved and I felt alive, I felt like myself for once I felt like a whole new person, I felt as if my soul was returned to my body as well as my spirit. I felt at peace thanks to him(Jimin).

Everything turned around,my sadness caused my pain but it was switched to happiness and freedom with the right people and with the right time.
This experience taught me that life is difficult but when you believe in yourself you will get through it all, the pain, the misery, the isolation. It taught me that one day you will feel as if there's no point in living life but that's not the case, trust me when I tell you,life will get better even if it doesn't look like it at the moment.
Even though, when you have no friends,have no trust in anyone, have no one just remember you will always meet someone that will help you even though you never thought they would. So do me a favour and turn all of those tears into a smile!! You deserve happiness !!