Sing Me To Sleep | bambam

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I sighed as I looked out the frost covered window, sitting in the dreaded punishment known as detention.

How did I end up here?

I can not remember anymore. I've been here so much, I practically live here, not usually caring much for the reason.

No, no, I'm not the 'bad' type. I'm anything but, really.

I'm more...

The misunderstood type.

The type that no one cares for. The type that goes unnoticed. The type that blends into the background.

The type that is so broken they can't remember they have classes to get to, let alone their existence.

How did I end up this way?

I can't remember that anymore, either. What's the point anyway? Not like anyone cares...

As my thoughts radiated negativity throughout my body, I decide to shake things off and clear my mind by talking to my best friend, Lisa.

She's my only friend, too. She's much like me, except more optimistic and she has more friends.

Well. Then I guess she's nothing like me.

Anyway, I pulled my phone out of my pocket and opened Instagram. I was reprimanded almost everyday so I didn't care that I was breaking the rules. Besides, the teacher was a lazy ass and the other students were all too tired to notice. Not that they would've noticed anyway.

2:28 pm

ded.af06:
hey lisa

lisa.4u:
hi y/n

lisa.4u:
what's up

ded.af06:
nmu

lisa.4u:
class stuff wut else

lisa.4u:
anything important on ur mind

ded.af06:
the usual

lisa.4u:
oof

lisa.4u:
srry fam

lisa.4u:
anyway i gtg

lisa.4u:
ttyl k

ded.af06:
k

ded.af06:
bye

I sat back in the chair as I shut off my phone. Lonely yet again. In a room full of people, but no one to call my own.

I usually stop myself at this point, but I hadn't felt up to it today. I might as well let the shit out, am I right?

Though, to stop myself from becoming a complete suicidal maniac, I decided to try and text someone else. Perhaps I'd find yet another person who thought of me as depressing and useless.

I reopened Instagram and scrolled through various accounts, not caring for posts or follower counts, but just random usernames.

potato_vibin94
433 followers
46 posts.

Boring.

chocolate.n.chickenugets
276 followers
17 posts

Definitely don't want to be associating with someone who can't spell 'nugget' properly.