Part 5/6 Rasharna The Sket
Bossman And His Midgets stepped out the car ,, i startes swearing and cussing (ME)Wat the fuk u doin here jus go and tek wid ur self man move u killed my fukin bruvahh i h8 u i was on the floor screaming and crying (SHAUN)Rasharna Pleaseee Stop calm down pleaseee shaun had tears rollin down his eyes he picked me up and we were crying i couldnt stop once the grave casket wat my bruvah was in went into the hole i cryed even more i ran to my mum as she was walkin away and dint wanna see anymre of dis i tryed and hug her she jus pushed me and i rolled in the hole where my brubahs body was i had to vomit i was crying my eyes out shaun got me up and kissed me on my forehead where all the bruises were he saw evrything as i wanted to look fresh no make up so i never had a fringe my hair was jus out inna afro wid a band across he took me into a car i just watched well they put the soil over my bruvahs body i jumped in the car and criedd my eyes were red we went bk to my hse to eat and celebrate my bruvahs life byt the way my bros name was shane dnt think i told u.
i was not hungry at all i went up 2 my room and sat down and looked at all our bby pics of me nd shane and our webcam pics they mde me cry even more ,, i never ever told any1 about my bruvah okayy he was mix-raced and had cainrows 2 earings he was such a beautiful bruvah man nice personalityy and all of dat i herad a knock on my door it was shaun(SHAUN):im sooo sorry agen i never ment to say all dem stuff,, Yeahhh bby gurll (ME)Yeahh Yeahh i really wasnt bovered i jus put my PJ's on and shaun saw my bruises on my back and he asked me soooooo many questions (ME)Very Long Story Bbe (SHAUN):Lemme Massage it 4 u bby (ME) Thanks but no thnx i feel so sick i wanna sleep so can u go not to be rude but sorry bbe cum up inna bout 10mins yhh ... (shaun)alryt bby i will cum up i knw how u feel im sorry about evrything (ME)Its alryt he finally went i quickly got a pen knife and stabbed myself in my hand lil jabs it didnt hurt or it didnt bleed ,, i wanted to do it in my chest but wat should i die for .................
Dis is shaun writing rasharna hung herself as she was distressed and ashamed of wat she dne it was a shock to all her family and me and ecspecially her mum i felt for my baby ,, her baby died and the baby was mine im so shocked well im gunna go now ... R.I.P Rasharna And Shane Bro and Sis <3
