Lonely lovers (Antisepticeye x Reader)

Mercy

My head slightly pounding i sit up slowly, "fuck what happened?" I ask myself confused

I realize im not wearing any clothes and quickly panic i look around to see thankful i was in my house. But who the hell did i bring home?

I look behind me to see no one laying next to me. i sigh happily i guess i was just on some drug or something and might of gotten really hot in the middle of the night. I get dressed and walk into the bathroom to take some medication to help with my pounding headache. I walk out and walk into the kitchen to see him his black eyes burned into my soul, and of course he wanted something from me because he was shirtless. I noticed little black and purple bruises on his neck and a couple lingering around his chest and abs. They looked like hickeys so he probably got back from just fuckin some random whore, "good morning angel" he speaks softly as he quickly managed to walk behind me wrapping his arms around me and kissing my neck.

"What the fuck are you doing here" i growl frustrated by him

"Oh do you not remember last night?" He asks, "maybe this will refresh your memory" he says as he grabs my shirt pulling it off of me and revealing the hickeys that covered my torso.

I stare in shock and disbelief, "what the fuck did you do!" I yell grabbing my shirt and stepping away from him as i manage to put my shirt back on.

"Well we just ended up being at the same party and wow you were drunk off our ass, although not white girl waisted, you were actually fun" Anti says with a chuckle, "but you started it all you're the one who kissed me first, i mean i knew you were kinky but damn when you're drunk its way different" he adds with a smirk plastered on his face

"Im gonna fuckin kill you!" I growl at him pointing my fingers in his face

"I mean i think you already tried" he chuckled turning around to reveal deep cuts on his back like someone had grabbed a razor blade and dug it into his back.

"Oh my god" i say quietly as i cover my mouth in shock.

Anti turns back around and smirks as he raps his arms around me again kissing me softly, "dont be so shocked i thought last night was fun" he says pulling me closer as he kisses me once again

"How could you do this! You knew i was drunk! And you took advantage of that!" I yell tears stinging at my eyes threatening to spill out

"I didn't start anything i was actually gonna leave and let you sleep in peace, you asked me to stay and then started making out with me, you're the one who made all the moves" he defends

"You left! I thought i was finally gonna be free from your control and your demands for at least a week but no! You had to ruin all of that for me" i yell pushing him away as i storm off into the bathroom and lock myself in there

I can here him knock at the door, "Y/n, please.... I didn't mean to upset you.... I actually tried to leave.... and i wanna tell you why but if you knew it would put you in danger... im sorry.... i hung out with you at the party to make sure you were safe i intended on leaving.... i tried several times but you kept telling me to stay, you begged me to stay with you so i did" he says through the door his voice soft and sincere

I take a deep breath regretting everything i was about to do. I knew that if his anger got out of control from this i'd be dead. I unlocked the door and opened it i tried to push past him but it felt as if someone had pushed me into him causing our lips to connect. I felt a spark that i never liked to notice. Panicked that i could lose myself in that pause of my heart and emptiness in my stomach and quickly pulled away, "will you stop forcing me to do things!" I yell frustrated again

"What? You're the one who just kissed me!" He yells back confused

"No something literally fuckin pushed me! I tried to walk past you!" I say not believing him