Naked

2 O' 16

I remember my curves and my shape

I remember having and s shaped arch that drove men crazy

I remember having a bum big enough to rock the mountains

But you, you were a potion that everybody wished for

A potion that shrinks all my circles into edges and bones

A potion i drank twice a day

And as i lose my organic concept i ask you:

"Do you like me thin and small

It looks better right?

Right?"

I ask you with fear in my eyes because if you said no then I'd have to go back to stuffing myself which is almost impossible your potion is too strong it made my sense of hunger rot alongside my fat

It made my appetite vanish with every drip i drank

Your potion was tough and scary

It's side effects were far too harsh

It plants fear inside my veins

Inside my brain and skin

It itches every minute but if i scratch it would bleed me to death

It would kill me

So i had to live with fear , slowly dying , slowly losing my sanity , my will to live and with my last two short breaths i whisper underneath

"Do you like me like that ?"

I whisper with an ache in my heart

A void a frustration for it was the last thing i could give you to Feel the words pouring from your lips of satan

"Yes i do like you like that

Yes i do like you however

I do like you if you were a crazy bitch or a sane innocent girl

I don't wanna shape you

I do like you however"

But i died and ,

I died and your last words were

"I wish you were her"

I died with you shoving another potion in my mouth

Your potion you ask

Oh darling it was depression

But i died with a drip of revenge inside my soul

A revenge for my old sad soul who died to please you

But this one my darling , this one will make you tremble , i promise .