Ch.20

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  I unlock the door feeling uneasy and dizzy. I ran all the way here crying and now my side and head hurt like crazy. I throw my phone on the bed and sit next to it.
He is really going to marry someone else. It is unbelievable. I walk to the mirror looking at myself.
I look dead. Inside and outside. My mascara is ruined by my tears, my eyes puffy and my nose, a hue of red.
My hair as well as my face is a mess.
  I hear keys unlocking the door.
"Oh no.. He can't see me like this."
I ran into the closet which luckily was big enough to hold me in.
"Baby are you home?"
No answer. I don't say anything, I don't know what to say and how.
"I guess I'm alone", he sighs. He picks up his phone and rings someone.
"Hey"
Silence.
"I found out something"
Silence again.
"And I don't know how to tell her"
How to tell me? Oh honey I already know. I stick my ear to the door of the wardrobe and put my hands on it to hear better. I press it to hard and accidentally, I fell flat on the floor.
Suga looked at me frightened and nervous at the same time.
He jumped from the bed and ran to me.
"Are you ok?!"
"Yes I'm fine thank you."
He helped me up and got a good look at my face.
"What happened? Were you crying?", he asked worried.
  "I'm fine I just took  a shower and forgot to take my make up off. Silly me."
I take my hand from his and sit on the bed.
"Look. I have something to tell you."
"Is it important? Is it a serious matter cause I'm fine I can take it if you have some bad news just tell me and I'll-"
"Yes. Maybe."
"Well I have something to say first if I may."
"Sure you go first" he said while scratching the back of his neck.
"This is not working anymore."
It took 1 minute for him to realise what was happening. To realise that I was putting an end to the relationship, the only thing that kept me alive, our love. I am the one who stops this.
"Is it because of me? Was I not good enough? I know I didn't treat you well at the start but-"
I put my hand on his. I can't feel my hands as they've gone numb and my body trembling with sadness and anger. Sadness because this is over and anger because there is always something that keeps us apart. First with Jennie, then this. It feels like wherever we are running, there is someone who finds us and breaks us apart. This will never work."
"Who said I won't do anything about it?
"We can't be together anymore. I know you will get married and I can't do anything about it and neither can you. Who knows, maybe you even want this to happen."
"Who said I won't do anything about it?
"Don't. You know I love you with all my heart and I will never leave you. I will do anything to keep you safe and by my side."
He held my hand in his and sweetly kissed my forehead. I love how affectionate he is towards me and I don't want to lose him. Ever. And I won't cause we will figure this out.
"So, what are we going to do?"
He looked up at the ceiling as if he would read the answer from it.
The silence crept in the room once again leaving an uneasy feeling. The air was cool giving me chills. I looked at my boyfriend only to see him staring in space, eyes fixed on a single point on the wall, like a lost puppy. 
"I have an idea." He says suddenly making me slightly jump.
"I just need to make a phone call. Give me a second."
He quickly picks up his phone, his fingers typing in numbers faster than  ever. He puts the phone to his ear and waits.
"Hello son."
"Hi... dad." ,he said in a disgusted voice, not wanting to call him that.
I look at him and become interested in the conversation. We need to solve this And he knows that that man will be anything but help.
"If you called to revolt against the marriage then forget about it  you will still get married to Suran and there is no point in arguing anymore. I'm your father so you do as I say."
"I will marry her. When will that happen?"
What is he doing? I'm perplexed now.
"Well, it will be soon, really soon, you have to meet up with her and agree about a date that is suitable for the both of you."
"Thank you..." He says greeting his teeth.
"I'm really surprised to be honest, but I'm happy that you are cooperating. I will see you soon."
"Yes. Bye."
He ends the call and looks at me.
I look at him with a look of disbelief.
"You know that our target is to do the opposite, to stop this, rihit?"
"Believe in me. I know what I'm doing, but for now I need to meet up with Suran."
Hearing her name makes me sad, reminding me of all this. But I believe him. I do. I hope he knows what he is doing.
"Look at me."
I look up, meeting his bright, brown, loving eyes.
He comes closer and closer, me doing the same thing, till our lips meet. They move in a soft slow motion. His lips are so soft and pink. Every kiss feels like the first time and it makes me fall in love even more if that's possible. His tongue brushes over my lips asking for entrance and I give in. I slightly open my mouth letting our tongues have a battle. The kiss goes on for what feels like years but seconds at the same time before we let go. He leans his forehead and rests it on mine.
"I love you."
"I love you too."
   -???'s pov-
"Mom? We waited so long for this, when can we have our revenge? I want to take care of that witch already."
"Oh but we already did something dear."
"What do you mean?"
"Do you know the guy she is with now?"
"Yeah, was it Yonki?"
"Yoongi. Anyway, his dad and I are really close friends and I talked to him about this girl, Suran. I was just suggesting, his son getting married to her as her family is wealthy and I know how desperate for money that bastard is so it was easy."
"How do you know her though?"
"Her parents and I are friends. And we aill even attend the wedding."
"That is such a good plan! I can't wait to see the look on y/n's face. She will be all sad and depressed maybe to yhe point wherw she will kill herself And what about all the goods we wanted to get from her family?"
"I don't think I need it anymore, besides, Mr. Min promised me some wealth.", she said looking cheekily at the girl.
"Soon Jennie, we will see little y/n getting destroyed."
They soon both started to laugh as they settled their plan.
   -End of ???'s pov-

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