Drunken Depression

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Lets get straight to wrighting cuz i have nothing to say(also cursing)

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Reader P.O.V.

That night I went to sleep almost peacefully. But then I had this dream...

~DREAM SEQUENCE~

I was running through the forest towards the circus, to get away from my mother. Then it seemed like I couldn't move at all and the circus seemed much farther than it was before, and suddenly my mother grabbed me by the neck, but she had Father Sun's face. I tried to scream but she kept choking me, and choking me. Then I lost consciousness. I woke up on the floor in a room with nothing in it, there were no windows, no doors, no nothing. Just me, then the walls and floor suddenly had G0Z's face and he started speaking(glitchin like a mchine) "I-I-I-I would nev-never love a rat like yooooooouuuu
..." Then I heard loud screams and laughter, I went into a fetal position and started having a panic attack,(hyperventilating but not taking in any air)

~DREAM SEQUENCE END~

I woke up and gasped loudly. I was sweaty. I looked around for a moment then sat on the side of the bed and started thinking about what G0Z said to me, I started crying quietly. Then when i stopped crying I still couldn't stop thinking about the dream. So I got up from my bed, got a jacket and left my room/tent. I walked around the entire circus trying to stay away from the acrobatics tight rope where Father Sun was. Then I saw Yuck0 sitting at the bar, he noticed me standing there staring at him. "Hey! What are you doing awake right now?" He yelled out to me. I responded saying "W-well i just decided to get up..." with an unsure smile. He stared at me with this kind of knowing look. He grabbed one of booze bottles he had and offered it to me. I grabbed it confused. "Drink it if you wanna feel better" 'he's probably drunk' i thought to myself, then I chugged that motherf#cken bottle. And had about 6 more bottles. I was so drunk I almost fell down multiple times, and we had fun laughing about stupid sh#t. Then I decided to leave "Well I should go now see ya tomorro- oh nevermind its already 5 am..." i said as i looked at the clock he waved goodbye and I left, but not to my room/tent. I went to G0Z's tent(imma just say tent now) and watched him sleep for a while, but he started to to wake up and almost looked straight at me but I ran to my tent before he could actually see me and I passed out on top of my bed shoes and jacket still on.

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YAY LONGEST CHAPTER YET WOOOO (still not that long at all ;-;)

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