My life, Her life, Their lives.

Chpt 16: Panic Attack. (Pov Taylor)

Me, Sam, Shawn and Alex stayed up to see if cam would wake up soon "anyone hear from Nate?" Sam asked, as he said that Cam walked down the stairs groggy and still wet. "Yeah. Anyone" He muttered as walked into the kitchen "cam" I said as i slowly stood up from the couch. He threw the coffee mug into the sink cracking it slightly and made his way back to the stairs "You feeling alright cam ?" asked Sam getting up from his seat, Cam stopped walking, smiled and looked over his shoulder "Never better" he said with closed eyes as he began to walk up again. Sam sat back down "When do you think we should give him the note" I whispered to Shawn "Where's Ana exactly" Cam asked sarcastically smiling, the room was silent, we all looked at Cam "Oh Lemme guess. She left. oh and I see Nate is gone too." I looked at Shawn shocked and scared of what Cam might do , after tonight anything could trigger him "Great" he said punching the side of the staircase, Alex was quick to respond, he quickly stood up along with Sam "Hey dude . Calm down" Alex said trying to confront Cam , Cam turned around and looked at Alex "Sure thing Alex. My. Bad" He said in between clenched teeth as he continued to walk up the stairs. I pulled Alex and Sam back down "it's not worth it " Cam turned around one last time and i looked him right in the eyes, he just smiled and walked back to his bedroom you could hear a crash from upstairs of something breaking ,then silence "Well I know no one wants to fucking talk to him now" Alex said jokingly "Seriously what the hell man" Sam said as he got up again  "I will talk to him, maybe punch some sense back in to him" he walked towards the stairs "Sam please be careful" I looked over at Shawn worried and he sorta got the hint "I'll come with" Shawn said standing up "He's got objects to Throw for god sakes!" Alex said throw his hands up "Next thing broken will be your faces!!" everyone was worried and so was I but someone had to take action so I stood up "Shawn sit... Sam.. I'll come with you If I know Cam I know he would never hit or do anything that would hurt me " "No let Shawn come let's beat some Sense into him again" Sam said punching his first in the other hand "Sam!" Alex squealed out surprised "Why am I agreeing with you" alex laughed and looked at me , i gave him a stare back and he turns away "Ok fine but please just talk we don't need more drama" i ask the boys "Taylor maybe Sam should stay" Said Alex getting up from the couch "I agree" said Shawn "unless you want to hear people scream and get beat up I suggest Shawn goes alone" Alex replies laughing, Sam walked back , Alex looked at me again "Taylor Why don't you go ,He wouldn't hurt you He wouldn't harm you Especially if he wants Ana back" Shawn was quick to react to that suggestion "There is NO way I'm letting Taylor go alone in that room with Cam, He's a bomb ! who knows what he might do" I looked at Shawn worried but strangely I agree , if I went alone there would be no drama and no fighting, Cam would actually, maybe listen to me "But where's the fun in that" Sam groaned "SAM!" Alex yelled "Jesus Christ i was just kidding" he said as he fell back on to the couch.

I gave Shawn a kiss and made my way to Cam ,I could feel my stomach turning, my anxiety went up, Afraid of what cam would say or do. like Shawn said he's a bomb right now , anything could make him upset and he would set off but let's just hope I'm not the thing that gets targeted. As i got closer to Cameron's bedroom door i heard punching and groaning along with some tears. From the broken door I could see 3 holes in the wall and a shattered vase, I knocked on the door lightly "Come in." Cameron said softly , slowly dropping to his knees as he tried to cover up the tears "Hey bud" I opened the door lightly and walked over to him putting my arm around him. "so how hated am I? I know Sam, Alex ,Shawn ,You.........Ana" he started to tear up but he tried to hide the fact that he was crying "It's ok cam , you're allowed to cry and you're allowed to have feelings" "Where is she" he sat up and walked to the mirror "Is she with him" he paced up and down trying to control his angered half drunk mind "No cam , calm down trust me I wouldn't let her go near him" I tried to calm him down but he was so convinced that Ana had gone away with Nate "Where is she then" he turned around and looked at me "Why isn't she here ,Why isn't she with you" you could hear the anger and sadness in his voice , i had to react quickly; everything Ana told just suddenly went away "She needed some space" i said trying not to stutter and then i remembered, Ana gave me a note. I slowly took the note out of my jean pocket and handed it to him "what's this" his voice changed to a more mellow tone as he looked at me in confusion "React how you want but please don't get mad" he took the note and began to read it. I backed away from him a bit , I just stood there , waiting anxiously not knowing how he will react "FUCKING SHIT." He yelled , he made my heart jump but I just stood still staring at the ground I could feel my heart race and beat out of my chest. He ripped up the note making his way to the mirror, he just yelled with frustration and punched the mirror his hot blood was running down his hand as if it was draped with deep red silk, both knuckles were cut and little pieces of glass hung on to his hand.