Crazy Blue (BTS one shot)

Crazy Blue

It‘s unfortunate what craziness can do to people.

 One year back in the time, when we were happy, normal and together.

I still remember your smile. Before it was so delicate and charming. No wonder I fell for it straight away. You used to look at me with those eyes. Only me.

Now, you have eyes for someone else...

Two days after our annversary I found you sitting in our favorite place. Kissing your new love interest.

I do remember your blue dress. It was present from our last date.

Watching you was a mess,  and I didn't help it to look at your face. My heart couldn't stand a chance, so I just avoided your eyes and looked at him instead.

And now I can't help it hatting you more than I hate myself.

Wondering, if your love was fake in the first place?

" Was I bad for you?" I just needed to ask. Omelas was closer for me to run away from my mess.

How I can turn the time and be your best?

All I needed was one last dance with you, in your long, blue dress.

All I needed was one last dance.

Today, is another spring day blocking the pain inside my chest. I found a twin, watching you lying close to your boyfriend’s grave.

He had the same eyes as me. Blue. Blue from crying and calling your name.

And I never had the audacity of saying it ever again. —

You can belong to him now, my friend.