When Love Fails. (On-Going)

You're my favorite student.

Love just happens. It may happen anytime and anywhere. For people who’ve been in love, it feels magical and sometimes it seems there are sparkles around or a beautiful garden when you’re with him or her. Masyadong cliché o gasgas na description, pero there is a deeper meaning when you are already experienced or still experiencing it. It is very intangible yet it is the greatest happiness you can’t buy with money. Somehow, love ay hindi puro saya lang, there are hard times, pero if you think on the other side of it, it is part of loving—fights, hurts, and heartbreaks, which makes love stronger, the relationship tougher, and those two people to be more deeply in love with each other. Love is really the best thing that can happen to someone’s life, it is enchanting. However, love doesn’t happen equally, the sad part is, you love a person that you didn’t know if he or she loves you too. At yun ang nararanasan ko ngayon. Pero I believe in Love. In fate. In US.

You’re my Favorite Student

“Ano na naman ba?” Tanong ko sa seatmate kong si Clauie. Ang kulit eh kanina pa tanong ng tanong sa project namin sa Physics. Okay lang naman eh, kaso ilang laway ng naaksaya ko sa pag eexplain. Natutuyot na tong lalamunan ko.

“Baliw ka talaga sis, kailangan ko lang naman isure.” Sabay lapag ng mga libro niya sa desk ng upuan ko.

“Hoy Clauie, gawin ba namang evacuation center ng libro yung lamesa ko. May lamesa ka kaya, ayan oh.” Mataray pero pa joke ko lang namang sabi. Pero half meant. Haha!

“Ewan ko sayo sis, saglit lang naman eh. Ayan na oh. Happy?” Sagot naman nya. Hindi siya galit, hindi nga sya nagagalit eh kahit na minsan nasusungitan ko syang pajoke.

“Ayan para maayos tayo. Sige na, baka mamaya tanungin mo na naman ako sa project sa Physics, masabunutan na kita dyan.”

“Hahaha.” Natatawang sabi ni Clauie paalis ng row namin.

Ako si Aya. Hmm. I can say na, I am an unfathomable person, yes. I see things in its different way, different in a way na, I interpret things intelligently? Hindi ko sinasabing I am intelligent or superior pero to be honest, that’s what I love about myself na I am weird, I am different and original, kaya proud ako. Most sa mga classmates ko may impression sakin na magaling mag advice, kaya lahat ng may problem sakin komukonsulta, as if masosolusyunan ko yung problema nila. Pero mabait naman akong tao at may concern sa iba lalo na sa friends ko. At lahat ng problem nila, karamihan tungkol sa crushes and love. I’ve never been in love, NBSB, nagkacrush Oo, (normal pa naman ako), tamang tama sakin yung basta single ang galing mag advice. Siguro kasi, yung mga taong tulad ko direct to the point, sasabihin lang yung kung ano yung tama at dapat na gawin sa sitwasyon, walang feelings involved unlike people na nasa sitwasyon mismo, pero minsan yung iba sa kanila alam naman yung sagot, kailangan lang talaga ng batok at sapok para mamulat. I believe that love happens for the right time, kung kailan handa na ako, for now, crushes lang muna. Kilig kilig muna.