Vera In Love

Sixteen

"Okay class, your midterm is due Wednesday online. There won't be class that day either."

Our literature professor writes the announcement on the white board. Almost everyone cheering between themselves. I scribble the details in my planner. As the professor leaves the lecture hall first, students either staid to hangout or left right after the professor.

Nathan nuzzles his face against my neck, leaving small-wet kisses. I giggle nervously.
His hand roams under my skirt, inbetween my thighs. I peep out a squeal as I felt his fingertips against my lace underwear.

"N-Nathan," I whine softly.

"Yeah babygirl?" He whispers hotly at my ear.

I let out a shaky breath. "Not here."

"Where then? I want to take you so bad."

On the second floor of the university's library, Nathan and I dress ourselves after the spontaneous quickie. At the very back of the library, where Latin and Ancient Greek grammar books stood side-by-side on the shelves. Hardly anyone is at this section during this hour. I would know. I spent it here when Nathan would be in his graphic design class. Nathan hands me back my book bag with a smug smile on his face. I take it shyly from him.

"Are you going to study?" He asks casually.

I nod. "I'm going to meet Frida later at Cafe Azul."

Nathan hums. "I'll be coming home late. Jae wants me to close the shop."

"Home?"

"I want you to spend the night at my place. I've got some ideas I want to experiment."

My heart skips a beat. "Ideas?"

Nathan leans to my ear. "I want to make you come so many times, you'll be sore tomorrow morning."

I feel my cheeks burn at Nathan's vulgar words. This side of him takes me by surprise everytime we're alone. There's not one day that we spend the night together. The way he knows about these different ideas to do behind closed doors. How did he know so much when he only dated . . Eunjin. The dark cloud appears above my head. When Nathan doesn't get a repsonse from me, he lifts my chins to see eye-to-eye.

"Jagiya, what is it?" His tone changing in a second.

I shake my head. "Nothing."

"Baby if it's about tonight, we can do it another day. We can cuddle and wa-"

"It's not that," I mumble quickly. "It takes me by surprise of how experienced you are and that . . you've done this . . with . ."

My words trail off. I dart my eyes to the side to avoid the growing crease between Nathan's eyebrows.

"Vera, if you're wondering about the sexual life I had when I was with Eunjin," he pauses. "We didn't do anything. A drunken night is what lead to my history with her, that's it. She found her desires with other men, especially my brother.

I don't want you to feel insecure, baby. What we have done has been from the porn and sex books I've been seeing online. I want to do these things with you only. I study it to make you feel good. I'm as inexperience as you are baby."

Nathan takes my bottom and begans to suck on it. His hand on my butt and the other on my neck. I moan against his mouth. Feeling him grow stiff against my stomach. I place my hands flat on his chest and gently push him away.

"You've watched porn?" I ask shyly.

The thought of Nathan getting off to two complete strangers makes me clench my thighs.