Secrets(On Hold/Editing)

Chapter 1

Here you go after the long-awaited wait

You know, I wasn't always a nerd, but to be honest I really don't mind being one it's quite fun. Even if I get pushed around, yelled at a lot, judged by everyone, I don't really care. I just keep on living my miserable life.

It is my fault it is like this though. I should stand up for myself but I can't even do that, I'm too weak to even do that. Let me tell you a funny story about how this all happened .

How the big bad bitch of the school ended up being a lonely nerd that everyone looked down on. Pretty weird right? I was the quite a  popular girl in my school, though I never really wanted any of it. I had a lot of friends and I, didn't give a single shit about the lessons our teachers made us learn.

It's amazing how a single mistake that I had no control over can ruin all of your life. Now no one wants to talk to me unless they have something not so pleasant to say or they try to convince me to do shit for them so I'm the one that gets into trouble not them.

That little mistake was accidentally killing both of my parents.

I live in a fairytale, where everything is supposed to have a bright happy ending.

Princesses are spoiled by fairies and princes come to save them when they're in danger.

Dwarfs are collecting gold and end up living a long and rich life.

Mermaids are exploring the deep seas and protecting the kingdom from evil witches and dragons with the special magic they've learned over the years.

I don't believe in this "happy ending" crap. I'm a filthy werewolf according to everyone, I was very young when the incident happened . I wasn't stable back then, I couldn't control myself and ended up furiously ripping my parents' apart . Their dark red blood was scattered everywhere and their faces weren't even recognizable anymore when I was done. I never wanted this cursed life. Hated by everyone and barely getting any rights, I hate it here I never wanted any of this to happen I couldn't stop it and now I have to live with my actions.

I've grown to like it though. Don't get me wrong, that god damn day I killed mom and dad still haunts me and I feel a huge guilt everyday but I am not the one to blame for all of this shit.

I was only 12 and nobody thought me how to control myself. My parents were humans after all. I'm not dumb, I know they're not my real parents, it's obvious or I think so at least? I asked them about this and I always got the same answer.

"Your grandparents were werewolves you got the gene from them we live here with the pack to protect you." Bullshit. I know there's something else and I'll do whatever it takes to find out the truth I've lived way too long in this lie I wNt to be able to finally escape from it. I need to know the truth.

"Rachel!" I was snapped out of my thoughts as Violet, my little sister, shouted my name in the cafeteria.

this is just what I needed...

I groaned silently as I got up and started walking lazily towards her table.

I reached her just as my best friend yelled my name and everyone turned their heads clearly annoyed towards me for the second time.

I didn't know where I should head to so I stopped and took a glance at Violet and Evan.

Violet scoffed and fast-walked towards the middle of the cafeteria, where I stood still.

Evan also walked towards me and when he got in front of me, we did our typical hand shake that almost all best friends have.

"Sup hoe, how's life going? I see you're still alive. Did you miss me?" He asked amused while a smile formed on his face.

"Life's good, I suppose. And no, of course I didn't miss you u. Even though I saw you yesterday. Glad Lucas didn't beat you up this time, your face looks pretty good." I said as I smiled warmly at him.

"He never beat me, Rachel you know that! He wasn't in the mood to train these past days so the bruises from last time we trained had some time to heal. He said he will go train some today though." Evan informed me as Violet just stood there watching us.

"Hey, I'm here too, you know?" She always gets annoyed when people don't seem to notice her but she's actually really kind and a very caring sister.

"Yeah, sorry! So Violet, will you come this afternoon to watch Rachel fight?" Evan asked excitedly.

"NO! YOU'RE NOT COMING!" I instantly pushed Evan and he nearly lost his balance.

I couldn't let Violet come to the pack house. She'll be traumatized by how violent we were.

"There's no use arguing with me Rachel." I sighed, knowing she was right...Like always.

"So, if I'm coming, I will have to see Lucas?" I asked disappointed and praying for a 'no'.

"Sadly yes." Said Evan looking very sorry.

"You two have to end your conflicts though. Your relationship at the moment is not very healthy, even though he's your ex. Being rude to each other while you're at training, sending each other death glares, trying to kill each other. This needs to stop Rachel." Violet said being right AGAIN.

Meeting him again after 2 weeks will be a pain in the ass. Living with my sister was good since I can be myself at home without anyone judging me.

I will have to eventually live at the pack house after I turn 18 though. All werewolves need to live there. It's preferably for them to move there when they start training because it is a much safer place, where we can't hurt any innocent people.

I didn't move there though. That's why I'm obligated to move when I'm max 18 years old. If I don't, I will be considered danger to people and they will try to kill me.

I don't have anything against living there. I have something against the bitch that rules there, the alpha, Lucas. I hate his guts. He is always so stubborn and rude. That's why we broke up.

After I went home with Violet to change, we went to the pack house. Violet was very excited; it was her first time going there and I'll make sure it was also her last.

Growls and breaking sound could be heard outside. They really weren't going easy on each other. I just hope Violet won't die in there.

"Hello guys! Missed me?" I asked as I opened the door. Everyone stopped what they were doing and looked at me. I didn't come to train for a long time so it must be a shock and kind of disappointment for them seeing me standing in front of the door with the largest grin plastered on my face.

"Look! The murdered is back! And you brought your sister with you? Oh darling, leave before you'll see the devil." Britney said while a little chuckle left her mouth.

She was the pink popular girl with 7388 boyfriends. Violet was looking confused at her probably wondering what she meant by 'see the devil'.

Evan was there and he could see me getting angrier at the slut so he quickly ran next to me and put his hand on my shoulder.

He gave me the 'calm down before you make a scene' kind of look but I just shook his hand off my shoulder and started growling.

"OH, look everyone! The puppy got mad! What are you going to do now? Scratch my toe?" My eyes changed color and now they were light blue.

"There's no way your eyes are glowing blue. You're probably wearing lenses or something. You're not that high of a rank. You. Are. Nothing. And neither is your sister." I had enough.

I turned into a wolf and jumped right at her, biting her neck right after she also turned into a wolf. 

I hope y'all liked this chapter. I'm not sure how often I will upload new chapters because of school and stuff but I'll try. And I want to thank -yamazaki for helping me edit my story so it's actually interesting😌