I looked deep in his eyes. His slightly curly maroon hair were almost hiding his right eye. The sunset was amazing, and the light of the dying sun was turning his eyes from brown to bright honey. Damn it. His new ear piercing was small and discreet but it was shining and reflecting the sun in my eyes. His lips were so soft and full, too perfect to be true. His jawline was painted by God himself. It's like God took his time in creating him. He was perfect from head to toe. I couldn't find flaws in him.
The beach wind was light and warm. The sky was orange pink. In two words, the cadre was perfect. Me sitting next to him in a sand beach watching the sunset with nothing on but our swimming shorts.
I love the smell of the fresh sea salt. But what I loved more was his hand holding mine in an unbreakable union his finger making sure I never take mine away.
We sat there, no words were needed to describe this feeling. It just felt right. It felt more than okay.
The sun was almost gone by now and none of us have said a word.
"Are you cold?" He asked me with his raspy voice
-um No I'm good. Thanks" I said.
But apparently I wasn't that much convincing cause he stood up suddenly and gave me his hand
-C'mon let's go inside.
-okay.
I stood up and then he put his arm around my shoulders and like that we walked back to the apartment.
The sand was still glued to my feet, my hair was a monumental mess and my cheeks were sofr red from the sun exposure. But I never felt this good in a long time.
"I'm gonna shower okay?" I shouted and I hear a "uh huh" that is supposed to be his answer and I hoped under the running hot water. The steam was covering the whole room just like the fog. It felt so good. But quickly my neck was covered by quick kisses coming from behing me. I wasn't a genuis but it could only be him. He kissed my neck, my back, every inch of skin was covered by his smooth lips. My body was reacting to him in a way I've never seen before. Every single part of my skin wanted to be blessed by him. I wanted him to touch me everywhere at the same time.
His cold hands on my burning hot body was heavenly. He covered my chest with his hands while kissing whatever piece of skinh his lips could find. It wasn't raw, it was passionate, slow and perfect. He then turned me so I would face him. His wet hair was all over his face hiding his right eye. My favorite one the is the left one so I'm okay with it. He then pushs away his hair and lean on and we kissed like it was the first time. Our lips danced in perfect harmony, we didn't force it, it just came on it's own. Our bodies had a chemistry so rare I couldn't even describe it. He kissed, I kissed, we kissed. He then pulled back and told me while starring in my eyes
"Damn it" and he kissed me harder.
I was stuck between him and the wall behind me and God I was't complaining anytime soon. He kissed me and let his hands do a road trip on my body discovering every inch of my body. His touch was just too much electrifying for me. I couldn't help but shiver everytime his finger tips met my body. It was just too much for a poor mortal like me. During their adventure, his fingers found my soft spot and all I could do was release a moan that was threatening to go out by a long time now. I guess this was the indication he was waiting for cause he then positioned his fingers before my pink door and looked at me just like he was taking my permission. With an eye contact he understood and this is how out showe took another tone
He slipped one finger in and I realized how empty I was. It wasn't too painful, but the temperature in the shower was so high that it made it hard to think about anything else. He added another one and kept on stretching me. He never left my lips during the hole process. How was it possible that I was so much in love with this person? With a man? It just felt surreal. My whole body reaction, him touching me, everything felt like out of this world. But I was grateful for what I have. I was enjoying every single moment with him. I wasn't gonna let my mind screw things this time. I will let him take control and finally enjoy my time with him.
He stopped preparing me and gave me one last kiss. Then he took my membre in his hand and started massaging it. It is not that I needed it cause it was rocking hard. He kept feeling my length until he deemed it was enough. He was hard, and his length was pretty impressive. He took my face in between his hands and gave me a passionate and deep kiss, make my tongue dance with his. Then he turned me so I would face the wall and he inserted himself in me with a loud moan. This is what it took for me to realize that I would never be complete without this man. He was the missing part that I've been looking for all my life.
The pain was throbbing all over my body but it disappeared with every thrust deep in me. It was raw and passionate at the same time. The perfect balance between love and sex. It was amazing. Every thurst was taking me higher and higher until he hitted that spot and I saw stars. I couldn't hold my moans anymore. It was like he took all the oxygen from my lunges and he left me breathless. I was gasping for air and the steam of the shower wasn't helping. He kept hitting that spot and we'd moan in unison like a perfect symphony. This is what we were, a symphony, that could only exist with both of us. We couldn't be apart, we couldn't have existed.
His hands were in my hair, and the way his torso and abs where bouncing with every move accelerated the process. It wasn't long before I shouted "I'm close!" Then he got out of me turned me around and picked me up, put my legs on his shoulders and slamed me again against the wall. " I wanna look at you when I'm coming" this is all he said and he went back to loving me good. The way our eyes meet and his hands on me didn't help me last long. I came like a bullet on his torso and he followed me seconds later filling me up from the inside. It was breathtaking, exhausting and beautiful nevertheless. I had many relationship before but this one is just out of hand. The world will know about us soon but in the mean time I was enjoying my time alone with him.
He let me down, grabbed a towel, wrapped our overheated bodies in it and he took us to the bedroom. He laid me on the bed, covered my naked body and then joined me. And this is it. It was all I ever wanted. We were even breathing at the same pace, my back on this chest and his head in my neck. He whispered in my hear with his raspy voice " I love you" and then he kissed me in my ear, on my cheek, on my lips. I wrapped my arms arround his waist and this is how me felt asleep. Me in his arms, drifting to an other paradise where this could be everyday. His perfume, the one that always melt me, was on the pillow and there was still a little bit of it on his neck. He was in me in every breath that I take. This is how I felt asleep, with him in me. I was in love with Shawn Mendes and he loved me.
