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emotion

-sadness
something we can all relate too.
my sadness is bottled up ,what about yours?
I paint a pretty smile on my face,
hide my pain,
cry in the shower from everyone leaving me,
and I still put the ones who hurt me first.

-anger
my anger is too bottled up ,can you relate?
the only difference is when I explode ,it's not pretty.
I hurt the ones closet to me from that anger that's not directed at them.
but once again,I put the ones that hurt me first.
but then I hurt myself in return .

-love
what is love? can we all relate?
truthfully,I've never found love .
the only ones I truly love is the ones I push away.
it's for their own safety,but love comes in many ways
for example,my grandmother bought me a service dog in training for my 16th birthday .
she might chew up my shoes ,dig in my clothes,or ruin my makeup
But it's love.

-happiness
I'm rarely happy ,can you relate?
again with that pretty smile painted on my face .
I like to make others happy,or at least I try to.
my kind of happy is making my sister breakfast for her
my kind of happy is getting a new book to read.
my kind of happy is listening to a new music album.
it might be very hard to be happy ,but it is happy.

-fear
I'm scared of my self ,can you relate?
i am scared of what I will do that will effect others.
I'm scared if I release these emotions,what will be the outcome?
I'm scared if my dark thoughts will take over and I will do something stupid.
I'm scared of my family leaving me .
I'm scared of disappointment from others.
I'm scared of myself ,that itself can damage a lot .
it may be basic but its fear.

-surprise
I hate to be surprised ,can you relate?
I don't like the unknown,the what if's.
every surprise in my life has had a negative outcome.
it doesn't just affect me ,it also affects those around me.
not all were bad ,just the major ones .
well except my service dog ,Nikita .
she is in-tuned with my emotions
surprise?

-pain
something I'm accustomed to,can you relate?
I've been in pain,from physical to emotionally to mentally.
guess who got the unlucky percentage of having a horrible illness
Or what about depression and anxiety?
No?How about bipolar ,add,and panic attacks.
they say pain makes you weak,but it also makes you stronger.
I think Pain trains you mentally for what is about to come
But it also tricks you
because no matter how much training,you are never ready for that pain that is about to come
whether it's a heart break,broken bone,bad grade ,etc
you are never really ready ,are you?

Sadness,anger,love,happiness,fear,pain, and surprise is some of our basic emotions
I think we can all relate to them.
These are one of the first reasons how /why are are linked.