HIDDEN FEELINGS

chapter 16 (THE BROKEN VASE)

EMILY'S P. O .V

Finally out of sight Emily continued down the pathway, to the parking lot where " Kigs. " family driver waited her in the family car ,Emily's face read of despair, anger disappointment but mostly at herself , she couldn't have felt worse for not believing her best friend , turning away the only person who was like a brother to her. she mentally slapped herself for not believing Aaron after he gave her convincing agurement and explanation. she couldn't believe she fell for Ryan lies are once more ."

"How I could have been so stupid." A mantra she repeated to herself over and over tears sadness escaped her eyes, above all Emily felt
double-crossed by the man she loved more than anything the world.

Drawing up the car to were to we're Emily was currently standing Kigs the family driver parked the car , he came out and opened door for Emily , Kigs retreated back to his driver seat before shutting his car door , looking through rear view mirror Kigs watched Emily intently . the pain and sadness that had been plastered on her face was eminent, he goes silent for while before imploring her to tell him whats bothering her.

Kigs had been the Water's family driver for 2 years now , he was a phillipino, with dark black hair that was always combed back in a pompadour he had black round eyes and a small pointy nose with small lips and muscular body , he always wore black suit and tie with a hut, always completed his look with black woolen gloves just as shoffer should wear , looking at her he could tell , she was hurting he asked her again

"Emily whats wrong?" Kigs questioned

"I don't want to talk about it Kigs." Emily protested

"Camon you feel better ."Kigs smiled

"No, I just need go for a drive to clear my head, I need to go far way. any where but here " Emily cried

"OK, if that's what you want."Kigs said starting up the car

"Soon they were cruising down the road , but Emily's thoughts returned to her best friend , she started wondering, how Aaron must be feeling after she caused him so much pain and suffering and what he must gone through and how much he needed her . she knew there was only one way to find out , she had to go the hospital and see him even just for minute or even a glimpse would comfort her she just need to know he was OK , so she told Kigs to drive to lake wood hospital."

Emily knew that she had to go to the hospital , though she knew she would not be welcome after all she had done she knew that she did unforgivable , selfish and calculating what killed the most is that she broke they packed they made as children, and it was killing her inside , her mind drifted back to the moment she turned her to Aaron her best friend.

Pulling a wallet sized photo Aaron from her pocket Emily gazed upon it before running her hands lovingly over it a tear escaped her the corner of her left eye  after she thought how mean she was to Aaron wiping it way with one of her fingers Emily said" I'm going to fix everything Aaron, I promise." talking to the photo of Aaron in hands before holding the same photo close to heart she knew Aaron's anger was justified she was supposed be Aaron's best friend and support system , but she let him down and Emily knew she was the one in wrong . but she was gonna make it right .
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"Hurry Kigs, I need to see Aaron." Emily cried

"0k madam." Kigs said before accelerating the cars speed as to reach the hospital in the shortest time possible

While on way Emily childhood momeries with Aaron kept playing in her mind that reminded her of how many times Aaron has saved her and been their for her over the years, her momeries took her back to the moment when her eleven year old self broke her Dad's Qianlong vase from China it was her Dad's most beloved vase .