I moved to la when I was 17, for many reason actually. Mostly because of my YouTube but also something I'm not allowed to share for the safety of my mum who still lives in my old house, but I will tell you soon I promise.
I met james when I first moved here and I am so grateful for him. He introduced me into my two best friends Ethan and Grayson, aka the Dolan twins. Ofc I knew them I mean who doesn't but I never expected to be so close to them but we seriously we are the best friends in the world, the whole sister squad are my everything I don't think I would have got through the stress of moving to la without them.
Recently I have become very close to Ethan and would class him and my closet friend, you know that one friend you have that you are closer to then the rest, he's that to me. When I'm upset in the middle of the night he comes over with cheezits and coffee and talks to me till I fall asleep. He's everything I want and need. And he knows that. But what he doesn't know is that I like him, and I have liked him for a shit of a long time. I've never told him because of the hate it would cause if for some strange reason he liked me back, hate doesn't really bother me but i just can't be bothered for my comment sections to be covered in hate that I can't find the comments from the fans that are nice and want to interact with me so I just don't bother trying to make anything happen, unless he starts to take an interest in me which won't happen lol.
The next day
I woke up to a text from Ethan
Ethan😎: sup bitch, filming a sister squad video at our place today. Get here by 12:00 we've got coffee 😂💓
Me: I will be there. Mostly for the coffee tho 🙋🏻♀️💘
Ethan😎: I told Grayson it was a good idea to get coffee and he told me I was stupid so obviously I'm not ;) 💓
Me: nope your genius🤠💘
I looked at the time and it's said 11:30 I jumped out of bed washed my face cleaned me teeth put my hair in a scrunchie as always and chucked on some clothes
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I didn't make any coffee since Ethan said he had some, I got my keys and went since it was a 15 minute drive.
Ethan's pov
I heard Emma's car pull up on the drive way, i opened the front door and greeted her with a hug, she was so small I felt like I was gonna squish her.
"You alright" I said "Yeah I'm getting there... I guess" she said giggling I smiled back at her. I don't get what's going on with me but really like Emma, like more then a friend. But I know there's no chance she would like me back.
"I NEED COFFEE" she jumped up running into the kitchen... she's so cute i followed behind shouting "you don't even know where it is wait for me"
I made her coffee and she sat on the counter "So you need to rant about anything" I asked because she's got a lot going on atm "You know what I'm actually good for once" she said smiling "Thanks for caring about me tho. Not many people do" she said taking a sip of her coffee This broke my heart I moved closer so I was almost touching the counter she was sitting on, she looked at me and our eyes connected "I'll always care about you em" I said to her I stood inbetween her dangling legs and gave her a hug, she hugged back then we went back to the living room
We chatted for ages until james finally came and we filmed the sister squad video, i need to tell her soon that I like her because these feelings are getting too strong.
