I'm not too sure of what to say because I'm scared of it. I don't want to say it out loud because if I say it that means it's real.
I think about you constantly and I hate myself for it you make my life so painful but so beautiful at the same time.
I love you so so much and I will never be able to confess. To confess how i feel. I don't have the strength. I can't tell you how I miss you. Or how my life feels empty without you and my world revolves around you. I need you.
There's this feeling inside of me and I dont know what it is. I hate it. I dont want it to be love.
Loves a strong word and a strong word comes with several meanings and whilst I want to love you km conflicted. I dont know if I do or if i dont. I dont know if you feel the same way.
You make me feel alive.
The truth is. Its always been you.
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The Book Filled With Feelings That Will Never Be Said.
RandomJust a collection of thoughts. I write when im overwhelmed by emotion and these feelings cant be suppressed so I needed to write these. Whenever I feel what I dont want to feel or what confuses me. If im confused I come here for support.