I remember the days when you were here
I remember how much time we had
Wiping away any pains and fears
But looking back at it, I somehow feel sad
The years weren't long
But you will never leave
And our bond was strong
But I'm missing you through all of the sorrow and grief
I know it was the best for you
But that won't change me
All I can do now is just believe
No matter how hard it is to agree
I suffer but you rest
I cry but you smile
Nothing can ease this pain in my chest
And nothing seems to be worth while
Each night I'm alone in my room
Trying to hold back my tears
Fighting back the gloom
Now nothing seems to be clear
But I think of that beautiful light
No matter the troubles and pain
I realize that it's all worth this fight
And that you didn't go in vain
So now we can both laugh
We can both be happy
No more pain, no more sorrow
And we can both continue on gladly
I miss you so, I really do
I know I can't turn back the hands of time
And there's nothing I can undo
But just know that I'm...
A/N: So, I wrote something... As I was browsing through the pictures on my phone, I had noticed a picture of my dog, Snowball, who was put down last year. Even though it's been so long, the pain of her being gone will never quite leave me; but I'm glad. As hard as it was to say goodbye to her, it was for the best. She was really sick, and had kidney problems, and she was unable to control her bladder. I had gotten back from ice skating when I heard my dad on the phone discussing something with the veterinarian. As I kept listening, I could tell what was happening.
Knowing what he was talking about, I ran up to my room so no one would see my crying. Later my dad told me to talk to Snowball one last time; so I did just that. Snowball always loved going on rides with us in the car so my dad said, "Come on Snowball, let's go for a ride." After that, she jumped up and walked out the door. As my dad said that, I quickly ran downstairs so no one would hear me.
Then later on that day I was out with my dad, buying groceries. We were at the self-check-out, and I was doing it. I kept messing up as I tried entering a few numbers in, and had to redo it about five or six different times as my mind was too distracted on other things.
Every night ended the same way... With me crying before I went to sleep. And I'm not even joking when I say I cried myself to sleep every night. I prayed and prayed, trying to keep my spirit up so I wouldn't make others upset either. I don't think anything will break my heart as much as losing Snowball; my friend.
Sorry, I know this is long but I just wanted to explain things to you. I hope I didn't make you sad; I just wanted to share this with you. I don't need you to feel bad for me; this kind of thing happens. It was for the best.
Thank you so much for reading, and I hope you enjoyed it. Bye, for now! :D
