Broken Hearts

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Warning: this chapter deals with depression and suicide so you have been warned! Also the picture isn't mine

Kaminari's POV

It's been a week since Bakugo announced that Izuku and him were dating, everyone was shocked, we all thought they hated each other, but ever since that day Kirishima has been acting weird. I mean so was Todoroki, but I don't really pay attention to him, right now I just care about Kirishima. He hasn't gone to school for 2 days. Of course I go over to his house to give him homework or just hang out, but I've been noticing things... different about him. I've been seeing small, dried, and transparent red splotches and smelling a strange aroma in his room and he wears only long sleeves. He's always tired and sad, he tries to hide it up, but I can see through that fake smile. I know what he does when I'm gone and his parents are at work, but I don't want to force him to tell me what's wrong, when he's ready he'll tell me..... at least I hope.

Today I'm going over to Kirishima's house to give him Aizawa's homework and just to hang out hopefully. I'm walking on the dirt road that connects from the main road to Kirishima's house. The walk was peaceful, but I still couldn't shake the bad feeling that something was wrong. I got to Kiri's house just to find the door unlocked, so as any decant human being, I went in to investigate hoping nothing bad was happening and just that he forgot to lock the door today why was the door unlocked? I questioned when I got in the house. Then I heard it, a blood curdling, spine chilling scream. I knew exactly who it was, I could tell from the voice it was Kiri. I ran down the hallway towards the balcony. I was halfway down the hallway when I stoped and saw red splotches on the floor "blood!?" I yelled, my mind running with bad thoughts that could be happening to him right now. I got to the balcony and saw something that I knew I would never forget.

~a week ago~
(Heh)
Kirishima's POV

I was talking to Kaminari about why his nickname should be Pikachu
"Come on Kami it would fit so perfectly!" I whined giving him a sad look and giving him puppy dog eyes. Even though I really want to be manly, I can still pull them off
"Fine. If you really want to." Kaminari said closing his eyes. I could see there was a small hint of pink on his cheeks. I smiled at his actions, then I heard the class door open. In walked Bakugo, but he was holding someone's hand, then in walked Izuku. My heart sank, my chest started to hurt, and I almost cried please don't let it be what I this it is! I thought as Bakugo proceeded to walk in the front of the room, still holding Izuku's hand, and shouted "Alright listen up, me and Deku are dating, if you have a problem with that, I won't hesitate to use my quirk." Then sat down and letting go of Izuku's hand. I broke that day. After school, instead of hanging out with the bakusquad, I told them I wasn't feeling up to hanging out right now, Kaminari offered to walk me home, but I said no and that I just wanted to be alone for a while.

When I got home I cried into my pillow until I ran out of tears. I sighed, my eyes still red from crying and went down stairs to make some food for when my mom gets home. I made her some rice balls as a snack then went outside "I didn't even get a chance to tell him.." I said in a quite whisper.

~time skip (2 days)~

Kirishima's POV

It's been a day since I started cutting, I only do it cause it stops the stress and pain. I started eating less, but I still eat some food and I don't want to talk or hangout with anyone anymore. Kaminari, Mina, and Sero are becoming suspicious, but I know that they won't try to force it out of me, or at least Kami won't.
I started walking to class, when I heard someone shout my name. I turned around to see Kaminari running up to me.
"Kiri I'm worried about you." He said in a sad tone and hugging shit! I thought he's on to me! I looked at him for a second, then looked away "I don't want to talk about it.." I told him
"Alright." he said in a sadder tone "I won't ask you anymore. You can tell me when your ready." I smiled and thanked him, then started to walk to class chatting away with him even though it was awkward at first.

We finally got to class and took our seats. I didn't pay much attention to what Aizawa was saying, I was just lost in my thoughts does he know? If he did would he tell anyone? Does the entire Bakusqad know? Why am I so week?! With that last thought I almost started to cry. I think Kami noticed, because he taped on my shoulder and asked me if I was ok, I nodded hoping not to catch him up in my stupid problems.

After school Kami asked if he could walk me home, having said no the first time I told him yes. We talked about random things from our favorite shows to what job we want in the future "If I can't become a pro hero I'll become a electrician!" Kaminari said with a smile, one that could light up the world in Kirishima's opinion "What about you Kiri?" Kaminari asked
"Oh I don't know." I replied "I don't know would be good with a hardening quirk." I told him
"You could become a construction worker," Kaminari said. I laughed at the thought. Sure I have a hardening quirk and it would make the job easier, but it wouldn't be that fun to me.
We kept talking until we reached my house "Well I guess this is goodbye until tomorrow." I said
"Yeah, I guess." He replied and I could tell he was sad "bye!" He said walking away.
"Bye!" I yelled back.

~back to the present day~

Kirishima's POV

I stood on my balcony looking down, wearing my fading red to orange to yellow T-shirt that Kaminari gave me, letting my cuts show, tears running down my face
I'm useless! Weak! Nothing! Nobody cares about you Kirishima! I guess today's the day then..
                                 "K-k-Kiri?"

1103 words oh mah gah.
Sorry for all the depressing stuff in this chapter (just to warn you the next chapter won't be with Kirishima and Kaminari) and I promise the next chapter won't really be this sad!!!
Tell me what I could do better, just don't go into to much detail about it or else I feel like I did everything wrong (thats just how my mind works)