I hate how every one just wants to categories people like their nothing... the geeks, the nerds, the pimps, the Jesus freaks , the fatties, the popular guys, the wannabees, the plastics and yes me ... THE INBETWEENS.
Hey I'm Abe, and yes its a weird name for a girl. it is short for Anna Beth. i'm a inbetween and I'm glad to be. but i don't care if you are skinny and pretty and full of fun if your not popular you dream of just once, getting the balls to stand up for your self and tell those sorry bitches they are not the only people in the school and the school is just as much yours as it is anyone else's. but it doesn't work that way: half of the teachers her at Marvel Middle School like the populars and plastics and thinks its OK to run a school at the age of 14. Please just sit there and ask yourself....... can you run a school?, Exactly i told you!
With my life crashing i tried to to be my self at school but my life at home was terrible. My family is falling apart and i can't fix it. I pray to God just to help this once and i hear no response. i always grew up in church but my mind some times wonders if its true. i watch as my church "speaks" to God but i don't ever hear anything except my heavy breathing. so recently i have given up on god and defended for myself. i gave myself a pledge that i would be the baddest bitch anyone has ever seen....... but that didn't really work well.
i just want to say when you not popular in school don't fall for someone who is. I only say this because you willl never have a chance. Well i don't....... let me tell you how I would describe my self.
I'm about ehh 5"3, brown shoulder length hair, about 250 lbs., and not the prettiest girl ever. ok when i say 250 lbs. your probably thinking damn shes fat but i had people think i was just 175 because my wieght is evenly disriputed through out my body.
So theres a little about me.
October 1st 2012
Today was ok i went to music class with this really cute kid named Kurt Hallen and he was put in a group with me for our coryography project. he kept looking at me and smileing, all that was going through my head was O MY GOD ........... HE LIKES ME! then my friend Jay came up to me after class and said i had sweat marks under my arm pit, then i knew he didn't like me he was laughing at me.
After that class i went to study hall with Mrs. RAT FACE and couldn't help but look at the three really cute guys surounding me. O i was in heaven but the wierdest and most imbarrasing thing ever is when i would stare at them and the would catch me....it was my worst fear. the wierd thing about Marvel Middle school is that even the teacher are cute and some of them wouldn't care to get some if you know what i mean. But i'm not looking to get some i'm looking to find true love, like the ones in fairy tales.
Then i went to Social Studies, thats where the real fun begins. My friend Kiley and I laughed our butt of when two lezbians were yelling INHAILE........EXHAILE.......INHAILE............EXHAILE. After they finally shut their mouths we couldn't keep our eys off of Lucas and Gemall being big wierdos. Then in a distance we hear Pedro yelling at Celestine saying "shut up you dirty werewolf." now your probably wondering why he called her a werewolf.... let me explain, Celestine is a total bitch she thinks she is pretty and perfect but no one not even a single boy likes her like at all. And over the summer she cut her hair and now she looks like a shaggy dog.
The start of the day was fine. Idk why but everyone is telling me my hair looks good and i look pretty. IM SO CONFUSED! all i did was straighten it and i had boys eye balling me. All i could think of was what the fuck, did jesus throw up on my face, why is everyone so nice all of a sudden. but idc i got a high five from Kurt Hallen. He acually payed attintion to me. ahhhh. im acually starting to like school now, but i cant let this attintion make me become a bitch.
