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Discharged? - 14

When the morning comes I am shocked to know that no nightmares occurred last night. I woke up at a decent time, not too early, not too late. I rushed to get dressed and then over to Jimin's room. He was in a T-shirt and some jeans. I looked at him up and down, then to his face with a confused expression. He wore a smile though.

"What's the special occasion?" I ask.

"I'm getting discharged! My group and I have a concert coming up and I really need to be there." he says excited.

I don't let the sadness I feel show, instead I wear a large smile.

"I'm glad! Finally, you'll be able to eat amazing food and hang out with your friends!" I smile and laugh.

The next few minutes of conversation were all from Jimin, I stayed silent. Finally there was a knock on the door. Jin stood there, he smiled at us.

"I probably wont be back," I turn my head to Jimin, his words shocking me.

I once again show nothing I am feeling.

"That's alright, I hope you have fun." I smile to him.

He hugs me, then leaves. As he leaves I want to grab him and pull him back, beg him not to leave me, but I don't. Instead I watched him leave, I then continued back to my room. I closed the door and let the tears slip. I slammed my hand on the door and it created a loud boom, making it echo in the room. I slide down the door, the tears coming out rapid now. The throbbing in my hand is nothing compared to the throbbing in my heart.

The first ever friend I've had, just left me. He acted as if he didn't know it would hurt me at all. I guess this is to be expected. I've known him less than two months, and even though with how close we've gotten, it's still not as close as he is with all the others. They need him, I don't. I'll be able to live without him.

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It's been a few weeks, I've actually done really well. I've gained a lot of weight, the doctors look happy. I've been working out, so now i'm more muscular but still a bit skinny. I haven't seen Jimin at all. Once he left, I guess he left for good. Jamey said maybe once i'm cleared then I could move into my own place. The doctors have even said that it should only be a few more weeks, before i'm discharged.

Don't get me wrong, I would love to get out of here. It already feels like I kind of am seeing as how much I leave the hospital with Jamey to go places. But, I feel like i'll be missing something if I leave here.

It's about 6 or 7pm right now, I just happen to be sitting in a chair near the emergency room reading a book. I often find myself here. I'll sit here and read or listen to music. Officers coming in with emergency patients are not as common as you would think. But we do get a few. Tonight I guess was just one of those nights.

The doors were thrown open, and in rushes paramedics and two people trailing behind them. A person is being rolled in on the bed, a oxygen mask covering their face. I don't look for too long, interest not filling me. Not until I hear it, the name.

"JIMIN!" one of the men who walked in behind the paramedics yells.

Looking up in a daze I see who it is. It's Jin. I haven't seen him in a while. I stumble in my way to get out of my chair, my book falling onto the floor. I stumble over to Jin, he looks worried. I touch his shoulder.

"Jin?" I ask shocked.

He looks to me, shock filling his face.

"What happened?" I ask, worry now filling my tone.

"He, he just collapsed. We were doing a show and he just fell." he begins to cry.

I hold Jin in my arms for the next few minutes while he cries. I, do not cry from this information. No, instead I feel numb.

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Heh heh, ummm I owe you all an apology. I didn't realize I was going to be so busy that I wouldn't have time to put up a new chapter of this. Yes, I admit, it wasn't just me being busy, most of it was my laziness. I did start a few new stories, and I have updated others. I'm sorry I've just completely ignored this one when it is my most popular story yet.

I had lost interest in this story and then had writers block. Plus my senior year started and i'm doing school and volunteer work. I'm just going to be super slow at up dates. Half of this chapter has technically been written for a few months already and I could have just posted it but I felt like it wasn't finished.

Anyways I am really sorry. I have no idea when i'll start the next chapter, or even put it up for you all to see. So for right now I hope you all enjoy this one and forgive me for my laziness.

Thank you all so much. ~Callen