Friday, February 8th, 2019 - 11:24pm

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I'm so tired. Tired of losing friends. Tired of being betrayed. Tired of being yelled at. Tired of being who I am. Tired of not understanding myself. Tired of keeping everything to myself. Tired of stress. Tired of anxiety. Tired of living. Tired of myself. Tired of hearing the same stupid cliché shit. I know I sound like a bitch and all, but I'm just sick of being told all of this bullshit. Everyone says that it'll get better, I'm strong and that I can make it, it's not that bad and that I can get over it, I just have to be patient, etc. It's been years, I'm losing patience. It hasn't gotten any better. It's only been getting worse. I'm fucking pathetic, not strong. I have to lie to everyone and myself that I'm always okay and happy. I'm just so tired of hearing bullshit. Just shut the fuck up with the cliché shit. I'd rather have someone listen to me than for them to try to be "inspiring", when really, they're just being annoying and driving me crazy. Sorry, but you're not inspiring. You're not helpful with all the stupid lies and bullshit. I started believing all of your lies and guess where that got me? In a worse state.

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