I'm shaking. I don't want to live. Living is taking way too much out of me. I've been losing my mind these past few months. I've been keeping shit to myself for so fucking long as well. I'm not okay. I've never felt more alone in my life. It's my fault for feeling this way, I know. I just can't understand why I'm doing this. I know that everyone doesn't mind me talking about my issues to them, but I can't go to them. I just can't. I always feel like a burden. Anyone could tell me over and over that I'm always welcome to talk to them and that they'll drop everything to help me, but I just never talk to them. It's not that I don't trust them or anything. I trust them, I really do. But I'm more scared of hurting them with my own thoughts. I'm just scared, I guess. I don't know. I'm so lost and confused. I don't understand how to explain how I feel and why I'm doing this to myself. But maybe, I deserve this. I want to suffer alone. I don't want to drag someone down with me. No one deserves to be dragged down.
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DiversosDepression... it feels like you're drowning. It gets harder to breathe as every second flies by. Everyone is just watching you drown, but not noticing that you might be on your very last breath. Will someone save you? Will you be able to save yourse...
