I don't even know what the hell is going through my head but sometimes I just can't let go of people who break me every God damn day cuz I'm scared of loss.
I've known this person for over 3 years now and sometimes I just want to hate this person but my heart won't let that happen.
I guess I just need to learn to let go of people that I know hurt me. But every time I try somehow someway I always get pulled back in.
I guess I just feel like I need her when I know I don't really need her. I just want her. But somehow I know still love her.
Her: If I hurt you, you have the right to leave me.
Me: What if I don't want to leave?
Her: I'm serious, if I hurt you, you need to leave.
Me: Fine.
Does this mean she cares about me?
I'm not mad at her but I just wish she would do this one thing for me.
Change her fucking bio! It makes me sad/jealous that she still has her ex in her bio and not ME, her fucking GIRLFRIEND.
Oof ok.
I feel better now.
Still dying inside but I'm good.
~LIL_GAY_BITCH
