even if you dont know...

Our perfect Date

Dear crush,

you probably dont even know who I am but nevertheless i am head over heels into you. If you knew how often I picture us on our first, second, third.... date. Talking, Laughing, Kissing even if we never exchanged a word. In my mind you would pick me up at my Dads house -you know he doesn't like you very much but that's a Daddy-Dauther-thing I guess- You would wear a black suit but no tie because i know, you don't like things around your neck, and you look so handsome I nearly cry because i am so lucky to call you mine. I would wear my favourite dress, but would look like a child next to you, even if you tell me a hundret times that i am the most beautiful girl you have ever seen. My dad would glare at you and say "10pm. no later! And don't you dare..." We all know what that's sopposed to mean. Your car is old, it was your grandpas bevore he sadly passed away, but in that moment it is perfectly fine for us. It still smells like the aftershave, you told your friends you spilled last week. I imagine you would take me to see a ballet because you know I love the theatre even tho you hate it. That would make me love you even more than I already do. Slowly you would take my hand in yours and I can already feel my stomach turn. I cant stop smiling. This is the best day of my entire life. While the ballerina keeps doing Fuettes you keep making me crazy, stroking my Hand like it is some kind of soft fur. Each movement, each touch prikels under my skin. You can not imagine what you are doing to me. 

Afterwarts we would pick up some chinese food- youd take your favourite peking duck and id take Fried Pumpkin Dumplings as i always do. You didnt want to eat it in the restaurant but show me your favourit place instead, you tell me you never showed it to anyone but me. It is our special place now. It is a small treehouse on top of the hill where you can see the citylighs below and the stars right above us. They are shining just for us tonight, you know? And there it would happen. Ontop of your bonnet. We look deeply into each others eyes, so close or noses touch. gently your lips touching mine. It feels like your lips were made for me, it suits me so good. and your taste... mixture of duck and your pepermint gum... you. I cant breath, to afraid  youd pull back. The whole world around me is forgotten, when your tongue fights mine. Our hearts skip a beat and our bodys intertwine. We wouldn go any further, you now i am not ready yet but soon. This one moment, forever locked away in my mind and in my heart. 

i love you.