KILL SOMEBODY LIKE YOU// YUNGBLUD

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Death, even the sound of the word didn't scare me. Nor the inevitability of death, I was supposed to accept it last year but we all know how that ended.

Dom sat at the foot of my bed, "don't you fucking die  on me, you little shit," tears rolled down his face, he was clenching his jaw in pain.

" I wasn't even supposed to love you this much, you know this, right, Dom?" He chuckled through tears, he rubbed his damp face on the blanket over my leg.

"Yeah, I liked the little reminders in the beginning.

'I'm not your fan, Yungblud, I'm here because I'm Dominic's fan. I'd like to puncture my ear drums than listen to your music.'

Now that all sounds like a load of horseshit to me as I quote the past you, Casanova." Hearing him quote me made me giggle, which triggered him to laugh, and I love his laugh, his laugh is just the cutest thing on planet dirt.

We were silent for a few moments after we had our laughing fit, he reached his hand out to me, his hands were so warm, callused finger tips from guitar.

"I won't die soon, my parents hoarded a few bottles for me while I was gone, but you should be going, you have a life to be living. Also concerts, you fucking goof ball."

He stood up, getting closer to me, "I don't want to leave, but I know I can't stay for long." I beckoned him closer, when he was close enough I kissed his cheek.

We were always cheek and forehead and head kissers, he'd kiss the crown of my head without real thought when we were together, I'd kiss his hand, his shoulder. Everything but the lips. Always avoiding that.

Though, that moment we were lips, it was nice, warm and soft, so full and so much.

He held on to my face as his lips slowly navigated the small land of mine, I held onto his shoulder blades, hoping to god that this moment would never end.

That had overlapped my kiss with Ben.

Adam and Mike were able to get tickets to Nevada as well, saying they couldn't just let Dominic leave without them, but they waited until they had to absolutely leave to talk to me.

"I'm sorry I've been so rude to you this entire time, I never really talked to you, giving you the silent treatment because I didn't trust you enough." Adam had said, he hugged me with tears glistening in his eyes.

"I'm sorry too, I'm a major asshole and you have the right to tell god to send me to hell when you get to heaven," I gently punched his gut and we hugged.

"It's okay, honestly, I'm just some random girl he met last year and then I was with you guys for touring this year, and I seemed just fine. I would be full of skepticism too." They hugged me and apologized one last time before leaving, Dom smashed his lips against mine one last time.

"Do me a favor, handsome, keep on loving." He tried to smile away tears.

"God had to kill somebody like you," I giggled and started to hum the song to him.

"He wanted to kill somebody, kill somebody, kill somebody like me," he rolled his eyes at me, staring for a couple of seconds longer before blowing me a kiss and he ran out my hospital room.