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Babyfaceemara~ Goodmorning from us 🤣❤🤷♀️
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" Babe come on get dressed we got so much to do today" I told Nahmir trying to pull him up. He chuckled at my attempt and out his phone down
I had planned a whole day for us and he was too lazy to even get out of bed
" Ma I'ma get up go get in the shower or sum I wanna lay a lil bit longer" He stretched making a loud obnoxious noise
" Mhm you better be up when I come out" I told him pointing my finger
He waved me off going back on his phone pushing the dog making him fall on the floor
" Nahmir why did you do that ! " I laughed
" That nigga all drooling on my arm and shit" He seriously said wiping off his arm
I put foe back on the bed. He pounced straight on Nahmir biting his shirt while wildly shaking his head
I chuckled as they went back and forth
Foe was Nahmir's mother dog but she would leave him with Nahmir's Grandmother from time to time
Being that his mother is currently M.I.A Nahmir had to pick up foe and bring him to my house which wasn't a problem being that both my mother and I absolutely love dogs
I went into my walk in closet and Grabbed my items for after my shower and headed straight to the bathroom.
As I turned on my hot water for the shower my phone buzzed indicating that I had a message
Without replying to the message I stripped and Got into the shower
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" Babe open the door I gotta piss" Nahmir said making beats on the door
" Its open ! " I shouted over the water
" Its hotter than a bitch" He dragged
" Its not even that hot" I told him as I scrubbed my body
" Yes it is you in there melting yo skin off and shit, females yo" I watched him shake his head being that the shower glass was see through which I had to get changed
" Shut up and get out" I told him
Once he flushed the toilet he left
I rinsed off my body and the shampoo out of my hair
Stepping out of the shower I grabbed my towel wrapping it around my body and trowing my hair into a small bun
I looked around for my phone in confusion I could of sworn I brought it with me
Walking out the bathroom I saw Nahmir sitting on the bed in the opposite direction
His head snapped in my direction. Once he saw I was there his jaw clenched and he closed his eyes tightly
" Baby what's wrong" I stepped closer
" Mara step the fuck back if you know whats good for you" He shook his head
" What did I do" I asked confused. I looked down in his hands and saw my phone
My heart instantly dropped down to my ass
" Baby I swear its not what u think" I told him
" How could you fucking cheat on me" I watched a single tear drop from his face
I felt guilty my heart skipped a beat
Even though I didn't cheat I still had an uneasy feeling in my stomach
" Nahmir no I swear I didn't Cheat on you" I defended
" Then what the fuck is this huh?! You text this nigga every fucking day, then on top of that it say yall be meeting up , what the fuck!!" He shouted as his voice cracked
" So if you ain't cheating tell me what the fuck going on" He yelled as I stood there
My heart began beating faster my hands became sweaty and i suddenly became hard for me to breathe
" I'm not cheating I swear, I wouldn't hurt you Nahmir" I tried to control my heavy breathing
Tears pored down my face. Before I could blink twice he was on the other side of the room putting his clothes inside his bags
" Nahmir stop, Where are you going!"
" Away from you, I cant be with no cheating ass bitch, I gave yo dumb ass my world then you do some hoe ass shit like that, you just like the rest of them stupid ass females I had " He spat
Before thinking twice my hand rose and slapped him across the face
" I already fucking told you I wasn't cheating you just don't fucking trust me since you wanna be reading my fucking message read from the top"I threw my phone at him going into the bathroom closing the door
I pushed everything around trying to look for my inhaler my ribs began to hurt as I cried hardly
I couldn't find my pain pills or anything to help me breath normal again
I felt like my throat was slowly closing up
I wiped my tears trying to breath normal again
About 5 minutes later I was sitting on the rug in my towel rocking back and forth
I started to think back about what Nahmir had told me
I got up and looked in the mirror. I felt ugly on the inside and out
The beautiful self confidence I once had was gone. A big fuck up.... that's exactly what I was. I couldn't keep a boyfriend because I was too ugly or maybe its because of the way my body is built, Or maybe its Because my hair was ugly
My heavy breathing started up again I needed to find my inhaler
I walked inside of my bedroom to see Nahmir and Foe gone my heart broke all over again
My vision became blurry, my head pounded and that was the last thing I remembered before seeing black.
