Oneshots For My Friends [Hamilton Edition]

Smithereens - Thomily [angst]

So like, I'm slightly unfamiliar with this song, but this is for you, Em. I hope you'll enjoy this~ it's crappy though, sorry about that ):

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Thomas's POV

You know

When I first met Emily, she was a lot different than I had thought her out to be. She was smart, quirky, and overall charming. Sure, she had her moments where she would get anxious or scared, but she wasn't like anyone I'd ever met.

I've always been collected, calm and chill

Heh, collected? Calm? Chill? Those were words I'd never call myself. On our first date, that's what she told me. I didn't really believe her though...

"Thomas..?"

"Y-Yes, Emily?"

"You're such a collect, calm and chill kinda guy."

"R-Really? You think so?"

And you know

When I asked her to be my girlfriend, she flipped out. Her face was beet red, she was slightly shaking, and she hugged me to an extent where I could barely feel the lower half of my body.

As I looked at her slightly shorter figure that compares to mine, I knew that she was the person I wanted to spend the rest of my life with. She was the one.

I never look for conflict for the thrill

Emily came with me to work one day, where she met Alexander. By met, I mean she already knew him and tried to attack the man. I'll never forget the comment he told me after James helped me to calm her down.

"You've found yourself the perfect girl. Just don't fuck anything up. She's like an identical copy of Angelica."

"Uhm, okay?"

But if I'm feeling someone stepping towards you

That party we went to, me, Emily, James, Lafayette, and a few other people... it was fun until a loner approached us. He began to flirt with Emily, making comments about how sexy her body was and how he could treat her better than anyone else she knew.

I watched him speak to her from a distance, panic arising in me. I'm not one for confrontation, and instead of feeling jealous, I felt scared. I was scared she'd believe all of those words he said to her.

Can't describe just what I'm feeling

"Thomas... is everything alright?"

"You won't leave, will you?"

"Huh? What are you- is it about?"

"..."

"I'd never leave you Thomas. I want to spend the rest of my life with you."

For you, I'd go step to a dude much bigger than me

She boosted my confidence .

She made me smile.

She helped me grow.

She opened me up.

She cured my pain.

She healed my wounds.

She was my world.

My everything.

My true love.

For you, I know I would get messed up

I held her hand.