you were my grandma. you were supposed to love me and treat me like the world. you were supposed to love me unconditionally. you failed. you treated me like a queen when i was younger and up until that day. then after that, you lost all the respect i ever had for you. you failed me. no 13 year old is supposed to feel the way you made me feel. you hung the secret over my dads head when it wasn't yours to tell. you forced him to share something that was supposed to wait until i was older and ready for it. no words can describe the hate i had/ still kinda have for you, i will NEVER EVER love you how i once did. no, you don't deserve it. but i have forgiven you. God taught me that part of being a child of His is that forgiveness is something everyone deserves. adoption is something that is hard to tell your daughter and my dad knew that. i completely respect and understand why he wanted to wait until i was older to tell me. but you, you thought you could use this as a weapon against him. no matter what i would've taken his side bc he isn't a coward like you. adoption is just papers, but my heart i know my dad loves me unconditionally. but you, you are a coward and an awful family member who i dont even to claim anymore. i may be told you're my grandmother but not in my heart. in my heart and head you are just someone who i had around me when i was growing up. and a little shout out to my dad, i love you more than anything in this world and thank you for raising me to be the most amazing human being i can be.
