"All I need to hear "

Chapter One

(Chenell and Tia in the picture)

I looked down at my lap , feeling my phone vibrating letting me know I had a text from my bestfriend .

I rolled my eyes as I read the message .

Lee❤: "Come on Tia you should just come . You know I wont let nothing happen to you".

I looked up at her then back down at my phone before replying : Tia: Lee you know its not that ! Its just . . . I dont know man .

Lee : Ohhh I know what this shit is about . Not this again Tia . I told you not to let that get to you . Your still beautiful and smart . Look dont you want to start a family ? You know A husband , kids ?

I read the message and tears started to fall from my eyes . Its true I wanted it all but , who would want me ? The "Deaf" Chick !

I gave up on looking for love a long ass time ago though . I mean I would never hear my childs first words or my husband telling me he loved me so what the hell is the point ?

And before any of you say well why don't you get a hearing aid . well that just wasn't for me .

I tryed it and it felt good to hear but I hated the ugly looks I got and with all the shit people talked I was kinda happy to be death so I wouldnt hear it .

I have all this beautiful long hair . I'm a nice chocolate color and im only 4'11 . Nice big brown eyes and coke bottle shape as Chenell would say but I dont see it . It's all just fat to me .

Now see lee wants me to go out with her to the club tonight but I dont see the point . I dont think it would be fun to watch people party and dance to music I cant even hear .

well I guess I could feel the vibration when I put my hand on something but still dont see the point . But back to the story ...

Lee came over next to me while hugging me . when I calmed down , she let go of me before doing side language . I laughed at what she said because it was true .

"Stop being a cry-baby . Your face is to beautiful to be crying"

She was right ! I shook my head before doing

sign language telling her I agreed to go out tonight . She jumped up doing a lil dance before taking my hand and dragging me up the stairs .

I laughed shaking my head . I hope I dont regret this .