I thought I was made for loving you

chapter 5: as of now

Well at my first parts until now, I know it was a bit of a roller coaster to understand, with all the unseemly words not thought through. And now I have come again to explain this much more clearly than it is before...

So after a couple of days passed, we didn't really talked to each other, well not since after February 15, 2019, and after all of that, we became busy and we didn't have the right time to talk to each other anymore, until now, but I think it's for the best, most especially in his part, just because he can live and breathe more freely knowing that I wouldn't talk to him everyday, but not talking to him in my part was a bit hard at first, but because of the hectic schedule and a bunch of school work it just happens that we didn't talk to each other and like I said before until now March 07, 2019.

So as of now we didn't have time to catch up with each other's lives which is good for both sides, cause well sometimes he's one of the things why I'm so distracted, but because of him, I knew how to be happy, because he is; well was my happy pill, but now I don't think of him too much right now, but yes I still miss him and want to chat him but then I remember he's more happy without me disturbing him in his happy life with his family and friends, but sometimes I can't help but look at him at recess time, cause like I have said here, we have the same place of where we eat, during recess and lunch. So sometimes we see each other, but I'm refraining myself from looking at him a couple times. You know it's kinda creepy sometimes so... yeah.

Sorry for the long update of the story, and no this is not a part of the story it's just a aftermath of our lives still not told in this story, so I wish that you would understand me for all this nonsense you have read, and thank you to all the readers that have read and is still waiting for the next chapter of the story, no it doesn't end here it's just hard to put in all in one chapter just to make it long and enjoyable for you guys, but still wait for the next chapters coming on, before, o r after the month of May.